Fourth Sunday of Easter (Good Shepherd Sunday): The Shepherd-King and His New Temple

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Good morning. It is good to see you all this morning. This is, as I mentioned, the fourth Sunday in Easter, which is Good Shepherd Sunday, and on this Sunday we celebrate the thing that Stephen read for us in Revelation chapter 7, that the Lamb is at the center of the throne, and he will be their shepherd. And each of the passages today that we read have something to do with this pastoral shepherding image of God in Christ.

So Christ is the shepherd and the king. And what might feel like an outlier among those different passages are the ones that we're gonna, is the one we're gonna talk about today, which is from the Book of Acts. And the Book of Acts supplants the Old Testament reading for a few more weeks. 

We often suspend the Old Testament reading in Eastertide to hear through the Book of Acts how the resurrected Christ is continuing his ministry through the apostles in the church, the body of Christ. And so this morning I want to look at the way that the shepherd leads us through three images. First is the temple, second is the proclamation, and then the third is the embracing of faith.

And as we look at this passage in the Book of Acts this morning, let me pray for us. “In the name of God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen. O God, grant that we may desire you, and desiring you, seek you, and seeking you, find you. In finding you, be satisfied in you forever. Amen.”

The Temple

As we look through the Book of Acts, the Acts of the Apostles, we see the kingdom work of Jesus being continued through the ministry of Jesus' apostles. Chapter 12, which just happened right before what we read today, ended with this something that was recorded also outside the Bible in the writings of Josephus, a historian. Herod gets up to make a speech, and he makes himself like a god.

And right after this speech, he dies, both in the Book of Acts and in Josephus. And so in the Book of Acts, what we find is this thesis that comes through very strongly often, that Caesar is Lord, Caesar is not Lord. Sorry, let's try that again.

The thesis here is that Caesar is not Lord, which again, in the person of Herod, Herod is not Lord. Jesus alone is Lord. And the gospel, this proclamation that Jesus is Lord, will not be stopped.

And so Acts 12:24, right after the death of Herod, has this really terse little phrase, but the Word of God increased and multiplied, which several scholars have pointed out is mirroring the language of the Greek Old Testament, so the Greek book of Genesis, when it talks about humanity being fruitful and multiplying and filling the earth. It's the same verbiage here, that the Word of God is now multiplying and filling the earth, being fruitful and multiplying. And so what we see here is that the gospel is going out through the apostles, and it is bringing a new creation to humanity and to creation, the old creation.

God won't be mocked, and most importantly, he won't be stopped. And so this is the setup at the end of chapter 12 for St. Paul's first missionary journey. He goes to the church in Antioch of Syria, him and Barnabas are there, and they're going to be sent out to bring this gospel to the peoples at the farthest corners of the Roman Empire, and the church in Antioch in Syria lay hands on them and send them out to preach.

They go to Cyprus first, and then they go to several places that are in now southern Turkey. They end up in another city called Antioch. There were a lot of Antiochs.

This one is called Pisidian Antioch, a city in southern what is now Turkey. And one of the major themes in this book of Acts that you find as you read over and over is that God is building a new temple outside Jerusalem, outside the structures that they're used to. God is building a new temple.

In the Old Testament, the temple mimicked and pointed to the Garden of Eden, the place where God dwells and people can dwell with him. It's the place where people meet God, right? This is what the temple is. And in John's gospel and in other places, Jesus starts to reframe what the temple is.

You know, as he talks about, if you destroy this temple, I will rebuild it in three days. John adds this commentary about he was speaking of the temple of his body. And Jesus then is a new temple.

And then the story of Acts is that God is coming to abide in a people, the body of Christ, as the temple, the church. So what's interesting is that not only are Jews included in this temple, but also Samaritans who have their own temple in Mount Gerizim and eunuchs and Gentiles who would have been excluded from temple worship. People who have never entered the temple, who could have never encountered that place where heaven meets earth and the paradise of God are now being made into the temple where heaven meets earth and people encounter the paradise of God.

Men, women, slave, free, Jew, Samaritan, Gentile, young and old are all becoming the body of Christ, the place where heaven meets earth, where the resurrection of Jesus is experienced, where new creation work is the good news that Jesus is the risen Lord. And this is the place, the people from which the gospel is being fruitful and multiplying and filling the earth. So understanding that we are being made into a temple, the dwelling place of this good Shepherd King, helps us frame how meeting God in the fellowship of Jesus and his followers gives us a window into paradise for which we were made, where Jesus leads us to new creation, where he leads us to still waters, wide places, the power of the resurrection, where our wounds will find their redemption.

The Proclamation

And this is the message that St. Paul is bringing to the Jews in Pisidi and Antioch. So we've looked at the temple, now we're looking at the proclamation. Paul and Barnabas go to attend a synagogue.

This is where they normally begin their preaching in different places, where they're sharing the news that Jesus is Lord. And while they're there, someone reads from the law and the prophets, which is very typical in a Jewish liturgy, and the leader of the liturgy asks them for any words of encouragement they might have. And what follows in this passage is a beautiful homily from St. Paul, walking this group through what God has done in these promises and fulfillments throughout Scripture, and for them now too.

He addressed the men of Israel, who are presumably a diverse group of Jews who comprise the Jews that are in Pisidi and Antioch, and then he addresses the God-fearers, which is a term for Gentiles, who have renounced their paganism and are proselytes or converts to Judaism. And so St. Paul walks them through the deliverance of Israel from Egypt, he walks them through God's patience with Israel in the wilderness, giving Israel a land to inherit, he walks them through the period of leadership that leads up to King David, and then he says of this man's offspring, referring to David, God has brought to Israel a Savior, Jesus, as he promised. And so this one from the line of David is the one that everybody has been waiting for, this is the person of Jesus Christ.

So then Paul tells them about John the Baptizer, which I find interesting because Paul wasn't really following Jesus back during Jesus's public ministry, much less John the Baptist, but John the Baptist must have been a really influential person amongst the Jews who, here in southern Turkey now, these Jews from all over the place know about John the Baptizer. And he talks about how John the Baptist pointed to Jesus, and then he also talks about how Jesus's rejection by Jerusalem's leadership, Pilate's approval of Jesus's execution, and then Jesus being laid in the tomb, were all part of God's promises and fulfillment. That God had promised this, he was making good on his promise.

And more importantly, where he's going with this for the community, is that Jesus was raised from the dead, and he made appearances to eyewitnesses, and he's there to tell them that this good news that God had promised to their fathers is now fulfilled to them, who are God's children, by raising Jesus from the dead. And if God can raise Jesus from the dead, then he can free us from the bonds of sin and death that so easily draw us away from the love of God to spiritual death. And those are the things that the law of Moses couldn't deliver us from.

And the good news for these Jews and proselytes is that if they embrace this message that Jesus has risen from the dead, that he is Lord and there is no other, then God is going to fulfill his promises to them to bring them into this new covenant community that had been looked forward to all throughout the Old Testament, which in their day was the Bible. There was no New Testament back then. And so they could become the place where God dwells.

They could become the temple where resurrection happens, where God's good shepherding is experienced in the lives of each other, and where people are finding rest for their souls. And so God's tender shepherding is experienced in the body of Christ because that's where God's presence dwells, where we discover God's presence, and where we're led to streams, where we're led to pasture, where he wipes away the tears from our eyes. It's done in the body of Christ, in the community of faith, first to show us of the ultimate reality that we look forward to, where all things are brought under the rule and reign of King Jesus, our good shepherd.

A Life of Faith

But we experience it now in the body of the church. And we've looked, so now we've looked at the temple, we've looked at the proclamation, and the ways that the good shepherd leads us, and now let's look at a life of faith, embracing that faith. This has to be good news for us first before it's good news for other people. 

If you think back to Paul's day, the Emperor had declared themselves Lord. The Emperor was a deity. And so it's stunning when you read Acts chapter 4 and you find Peter's sermon where he says, salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given by which mankind must be saved.

There's no other name Caesar cannot deliver, no political candidate can deliver, no perfect career can deliver, not the right house, not the right life circumstances, not a particular household structure, or just enough income can deliver. Nothing can deliver us from the things that draw us from the love of God except Jesus Christ alone. And so we acknowledge that yes, there are certain circumstances that will put you into life scenarios where you experience better earthly welfare than others, but none of those things can deliver us from what draws us away from the love of God, what distorts our loves, and what keeps us from seeing Jesus Christ fully and ourselves fully, except for Jesus Christ alone, him crucified and resurrected and ascended.

So discovering Jesus, having this gospel, this proclamation be the good news continues now as it did in the book of Acts through what the Apostles and the disciples did then, which is devoting ourselves to the Apostles teaching, to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread, and the prayers. We're not doing anything innovative. This is exactly what we do today because we believe that in it we will discover the resurrected Christ in one another.

And so someone the other day, it was interesting, I get this question a lot, but they asked, how is the church doing? They wanted to hear, you know, how's the church planting process going? And usually when people ask that, either they want to know about attendance and cash, or the temptation is to talk about attendance and cash. But I stopped and I asked, how is the church doing? And so when I answered this person, it felt holy and encouraging to my own spirit because I was reflecting on each one of you, because I know you. You know, we have coffee, I pray for you, I know you one-on-one, and you know each other.

And so I was thinking about how to answer this, and I mentioned to this person about a praise about the redemption that I'm seeing in community. Because I see people getting together. I see people who are longing to be baptized or confirmed, who long for a closer relationship with Jesus, who are growing into a deep sense of belonging into this community.

And because they belong, they feel that felt sense of belonging in community, they're growing in the knowledge of how much Jesus loves them, because they experience it in somebody else. There are people who are wrestling through, how do I forgive this person who I haven't forgiven? How do I show God's love to my children, become a better parent or spouse? How do I become more like Jesus to others around me? And I'm so grateful for the ways that, as I think about our church, people are serving one another, they're staying connected with one another, they're honest and vulnerable about sharing their struggles and joys with one another, and praying for one another. Like, you know that you can be undone when you come in, and that's a great culture to have.

Because I'm that way, so you can too. I was grateful thinking about our formation group last week, as the kids were playing together, and they're learning to delight in one another, in the friendships that they're making, they're learning important lessons about sharing, forgiveness, and kindness, and they're watching the adults pray together, and they're seeing the values without us having to tell them what we value. So I love how intergenerational things are.

So I can see, when I look at you, when I look at these groups, and the formation groups, as I get to know each one of you, I can really see how this is a temple of God, where heaven meets earth, and we experience the risen Christ in community. And so that's how this church is doing. Praise the Lord, that's how this church is doing.

As you think on your own story this morning, think about, there's three questions that I've been thinking about this week that I want to just hand to you as well. What has Jesus delivered you from? Where have you experienced redemption? What has Jesus delivered you from? What is he currently delivering you from? What do you long for him to deliver you from? These are important questions when we're getting to know the Good Shepherd. What has he delivered us from? What is he delivering us from? What do we long for him to deliver us from? And then carving out time to pray through those things, individually and as a community.

This is the work of the Apostles in the book of Acts, where God's gospel is being fruitful and multiplying and filling the earth. That's how it's done, one heart at a time. And the gospel is true, and because it's true, it's also good.

And that's really important. When the goodness of the gospel has touched our hearts, as we're led by this goodness and the kindness of our tender shepherd, we can start praying about the people that we encounter, who needs to hear about the goodness of their Good Shepherd, and how might we share our story with them. Or instead of having a posture of telling, maybe even better is to have a posture of listening, and pray about how we might best listen to somebody's story as they share.

To come with curiosity and kindness to enter into their story with them, to invite them to get to know the goodness of this Good Shepherd that we know to be good, first for ourselves, and then help them to get to know his goodness for themselves. So this morning we've looked at the ways the shepherd leads us into the image of becoming the new temple, through Paul's proclamation of the gospel, and embracing this faith for ourselves, so it is also good for others. And on this Good Shepherd Sunday, we look forward to the end, where we read in Revelation, we get to spend a lot of time in Revelation over the next few weeks, where God's throne, the worship around God's throne, we join this with the saints, where the lamb is in the midst of the throne, and he is the Good Shepherd.

He's the one who leads us to still pastures, great stars, still waters, and green pastures. He's the one who dries our tears. He's the one who restores our souls, who redeems our wounds, and we practice this in the church, which is true in heaven.

Looking forward to the day where the body of Christ, the temple, we see in full of what is in part now. We come to know the redemption that Jesus brings in the hope of the resurrection by discovering his love in the fellowship of the saints. This is why the church is so important.

And by continuing in this long line of saints who are devoting themselves to the Apostles' teaching, the fellowship, the breaking of bread, and the prayers, we journey with Jesus in this pilgrimage of naming what's broken, the things that we're bound to, so that we might be free to live in the new life that's found in Jesus's resurrection. And discovering the goodness of the resurrected Jesus and naming this for others and with others is how the Let me pray for us. Almighty and everlasting God, you govern all things in heaven and on earth.

Mercifully hear our prayers and grant that in this church the pure word of God may be preached and the sacraments duly administered. Strengthen and confirm the faithful, protect and guide the children, visit and relieve the sick, turn and soften the wicked, arouse the careless, recover the fallen, restore the penitent, remove all hindrances to the advancement of your truth, and bring us all to be of one heart and mind within your holy church, to the honor and glory of your name, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the author.

Easter Sunday: Melito of Sardis — On Pascha

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Introduction

Well, good morning again. It is good to be with you on this Easter morning. And I'm Father Morgan Reed. I'm the vicar here at Corpus Christi Anglican Church.

It has been a full week. Just last Sunday, we were celebrating Palm Sunday, if you can remember all the way back to last Sunday. And then we celebrated the Lord instituting the Eucharist on Maundy Thursday, His death on the cross on Good Friday.

And last night, we started in the darkness of the tomb in the great vigil of Easter and made our way to the resurrection together. And we celebrate the resurrection again this morning. It has been a really good, good and full week.

And one of our values of this church that we talk about is wanting to live out the church's tradition. And we're gonna do something this morning I haven't done before, which is that I'm going to help us to get to know someone in the church's tradition. One of the ways that we live out church tradition is by getting to know the mothers and the fathers of the faith that have gone before us.

So this morning for our Easter homily, I'm going to read us a historic homily. This is from a famous bishop in the year who died in the year 190, so the second century. His name was Melito, M-E-L-I-T-O.

So kids, if you're taking notes, you can write down Bishop Melito. He was the Bishop of Sardis, which is today Sart in Turkey. And this city was one of the cities, you'll remember from the book of Revelation, John had written to seven churches.

This is one of the churches that John the Apostle had written to. This was the center of Jewish civilization in Roman Asia. And so Melito, he was actually Jewish by birth at some point, he became a follower of Christ.

Like I said, he died around 190, within one century of the Apostle John having died. And so it's easy to imagine that maybe Bishop Melito's forerunner was the bishop that the Apostle John wrote to. These are the friends of the Apostles, the second generation.

This is an 1800 year old sermon. And Melito is from an ancient group called the Quartodecimans, it's a fancy word. That word means that they celebrated the passion and the resurrection of Jesus in the same liturgy together on the 14th day of the Hebrew month of Nisan, which is the first day of Passover.

Passover, פֶסַח in Hebrew, is transliterated into Greek as πασχα. So if you've ever heard the word Pascha, it comes from Hebrew Pesach, meaning Passover. To this day in the Orthodox tradition, they still call it Pascha, they don't use the word Easter.

And so the Quartodecimans that Melito is part of would celebrate this Paschal festival on the 14th of Nisan, connecting the Passover lamb with Jesus and what he has done for all of humanity, whether or not the 14th of Nisan was on a Sunday, kind of like we do with Christmas and Jesus's birth. Exodus 12 was part of their liturgy, so they would read the Passover texts together, and the events of the Passover were interpreted as a type of the saving acts of God through all of Scripture, culminating in the work of Jesus. And one helpful cultural note that I want to make, in case this isn't familiar to you, is how deeply entrenched Christianity was in Jewish ritual in the second century.

You can feel, when you hear Melito's words, you can feel the Passover Seder behind it, as the text for Melito. And he's going to refer to Christ as the coming one. Also, whenever I say the coming one in this sermon, there's a Greek word, in case you can write this down, Afikomenos.

Can you say that with me? Afikomenos! All right, it's an important word. There's a Jewish tradition in the Passover Seder of breaking off part of the main bread and hiding it somewhere in the room, and that broken piece of bread is called the Afikomen. And in modern Judaism, it's kind of like a kid's game to find the Afikomen somewhere in the room by the end of the night, and according to some scholars, then the Afikomen was originally this reminder that the Messiah is coming.

We don't know where he is, we don't know when he's coming, but he will come. And so it's a good reminder that as we hear Melito's hymn, and you hear the coming one, his Greek word there is Afikomenos. It's a play on words with the Passover liturgy in Judaism.

And so you can think of that little morsel of matzah, when you hear it, being found by a child by the end of the Seder, and with a smile on their face, they're declaring, “I found it!” Right? That's what the coming one means. So this might just be what Melito wants us to feel when we think of Jesus as the coming Messiah, the one who rose from the dead for us. Now I realize it can be challenging to listen to an old homily.

It's not something that we're attuned to doing, but it's also really helpful because it reminds us that we belong to the body of Christ, this body that has been begun in the work of Jesus and has been going for over 1,800 years. We're rooting ourselves in an ancient tradition. It gets us out of some of the anxieties of the cultural moment, and it invites us to see things more clearly, and to be more rooted into the tradition of the church.

If something goes over your head, it's okay. Just let it go and keep listening. That's okay.

You can go back and listen to this, or if you want to get the book yourself, the book that I'm reading from is Alistair Stewart's translation of On Pascha: Melito of Sardis. So we'll take a moment, and then we'll begin. God, in the beginning, having made the heaven and the earth, and all in them through the word, formed humanity from the earth and shared his own breath.

Homily on Pascha

“He sent him in the garden in the east, in Eden, there to rejoice. There he laid down for him the law through his commandment. Eat food from all the trees in the garden, yet eat not from the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

On the day that you eat it, you shall die. The man was susceptible by nature of good and evil, as a clod of earth may receive seed of either kind. And he consented to the wicked and seductive counselor, and stretched out for the tree, and broke the commandment, and disobeyed God.

For this he was thrown out into the world, condemned as though to prison. Strange and terrible was the destruction of people on earth, for these things attended to them. They were grasped by tyrannical sin, and they were led to the land of sensuality, where they were swamped in unsatisfying pleasures, by adultery, by lust, by love of money, by murder, by the shedding of blood, by the tyranny of evil, by the tyranny of lawlessness.

And sin rejoiced in all of this, working together with death, making forays into human souls, and preparing the bodies of the dead as his food. Sin had set his sign on everyone, and those on whom he etched his mark were doomed to death. All flesh fell under sin, and every body under death, and every soul was plucked from its dwelling of flesh, and that which was taken from the dust was reduced to the dust, and the gift of God was locked away in Hades.

What was marvelously knit together was unraveled, and the beautiful body divided. Humanity was doled out by death, for a strange disaster and captivity surrounded him. He was dragged off a captive under the shadow of death, and the father's image was left desolate.

For this reason is the paschal mystery completed in the body of the Lord. Thus the mystery of the Lord, prefigured from of old through the vision of a type, is today fulfilled and has found faith, even though people think it's something new. For the mystery of the Lord is both new and old.

Old with respect to the law, but new with respect to grace. But if you scrutinize the type through its outcome, you will discern him. This is the one who comes from heaven on to the earth by means of the suffering one, and wraps himself in the suffering one by means of a virgin, a womb, and carries forth a human being.

He accepted the suffering of the suffering one through suffering in a body which could suffer, and set free the flesh from suffering. Through the spirit which cannot die, he slew the manslayer, death. This is the Pascha of our salvation.

This is the one who in many people endured many things. This is the one who was murdered in Abel, tied up in Isaac, exiled in Jacob, sold in Joseph, exposed in Moses, slaughtered in the lamb, hunted down in David, dishonored in the prophets. This is the one made flesh in a virgin who was hanged on a tree, who was buried in the earth, who was raised from the dead, who was exalted to the heights of heaven. 

Listen, all of you families of the nations, and see a strange death has occurred in the middle of Jerusalem, in the city of the law, in the city of the Hebrews, in the city of the prophets, in the city reckoned righteous. And so he is lifted up on a tall tree, and a placard is attached to show who has been killed. Who is it? Well, to say is hard, and not to say is more fearful.

So listen, then, shuddering at him through whom the earth shook. He who hung the earth is hanging. He who fixed the heavens in place has been fixed in place.

He who laid the foundations of the universe has been laid on a tree. The master has been profaned. God has been killed.

The king of Israel has been destroyed by an Israelite right hand. Oh, mystifying death! Oh, mystifying injustice! The master is obscured by his body exposed, and is not held worthy of a veil to shield him from view. And for this reason the great lights turned away, and the day was turned into darkness to hide the one who was stripped on the tree, obscuring not the body of the Lord, but human eyes.

For when the people didn't tremble, the earth shook. When the people didn't fear, the heavens were afraid. When the people didn't rend their garments, the angel rent his own.

When the people didn't lament, the Lord thundered from heaven, and the Most High gave his voice. The Lord clothed himself with humanity, and with suffering on behalf of the suffering one, and bound on behalf of the one constrained, and judged on behalf of the one convicted, and buried on behalf of the one entombed. He rose from the dead, and cried aloud, who will take issue with me? Let him stand before me.

I set free the condemned. I give life to the dead. I raise up the entombed.

Who will contradict me?

It is I, says the Christ, I am the one who destroys death, and triumphs over the enemy, and crushes Hades, and binds the strong man, and bears humanity off to the heavenly heights. It is I, says the Christ. So come, all of you families of people adulterated with sin, and receive forgiveness of sins.

For I am your freedom. I am the Passover of your salvation. I am the lamb slaughtered for you.

I am your ransom. I am your life. I am your light.

I am your salvation. I am your resurrection. I am your king.

I shall raise you up by my right hand. I will lead you to the heights of heaven. There I shall show you the everlasting Father.

He it is who made heavens and the earth, and formed humanity in the beginning, who proclaimed through the law and the prophets, who took flesh from a virgin, who was hung on a tree, who was buried in the earth, who was raised from the dead, and ascended to the heights of heaven, who sits at the right hand of the Father, who has the power to save all things, through whom the Father acted from the beginning and forever. This is the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end, the ineffable beginning and the incomprehensible end. This is the Christ.

This is our King. This is Jesus. This is the Commander. 

This is the Lord. This is He who rose from the dead. This is He who sits at the right hand of the Father.

To Him be the glory and the might forever and ever. Amen. Hallelujah.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the author.

Great Vigil of Easter: Hesitant Joy about What is Next

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Oh, what a joy. I love this service, this opportunity to worship with you at the Easter Vigil. Well, good evening, my dear friends. It is good to be with you.

Tonight we heard God's story of salvation throughout the Scripture. We witnessed a death and a resurrection tonight in baptism, and we remembered the death and resurrection that we've experienced in Christ in our own baptism. Tonight's gospel passage in Matthew chapter 28 brings us to the women who discover that Jesus has risen from the dead.

They encounter resurrection life with joy, but a hesitant joy, and I think hesitant joy is something that feels close to home for us. We walk through each day in small acts of faithfulness to Jesus, discovering these glimpses of new creation and resurrection amidst all of our daily moments of fearful hesitancy and hope-filled joy as we bring the of the new life of the resurrection to bear on a broken world, a world that's been broken by sin and is bound to death. And the encouragement to us tonight is the same encouragement given to the women in this text.

Do not be afraid. Do not be afraid. It was on the first day of the week that Mary Magdalene and the other Mary had gone to see the tomb.

Mary Magdalene is often called the apostola, apostolorum in Latin, or the apostle to the apostles, as she and the other women become the first to bring the gospel of the resurrected Christ to the other followers of Jesus. And as they went to the tomb, there was a great earthquake as an angel came and rolled the stone away and sat on it. The angel tells them, Jesus is risen.

He's not here. And the guards see the angel and their terrified. They tremble. They fall to the ground. The women are equally terrified in that moment. These aren't angelic cherubs like you see on Christmas cards.

The angels in the Bible are in fact terrified. And so they are rightly terrified when they see this angel, but the angel addresses them and says, do not fear. The angel invites them then to walk into the tomb and to look in on this empty tomb.

So they're the first ones to walk in and to see death defeated. But I would imagine that as they stand there and they're looking in the void of where death had once been, that they're fearfully and somewhat hopefully teasing out all of the implications of what this might now mean. The angel tells them to go to Galilee, where Jesus is going ahead of them, to meet the disciples and share this good news about Jesus's resurrection with them.

They leave the tomb quickly and the text says, with fear and with great joy. Joy for what God's done, but fear about what's next. And so while the angel tells them not to fear, I do wonder what that conversation looked like on the road.

What in their lives now needed to stay the same or change? Rome hadn't actually been overthrown, so what did God's kingdom actually look like that Jesus had promised? Jesus had conquered death, but what does that mean for everybody else who is still alive and fearing death? There are so many unanswered questions for the women and in their anxious excitement and in their unanswered questions, Jesus comes and he meets them along the way. Jesus meets them with a greeting and they come to him and they hold on to his feet and they bow down and they worship him. Like the women, I think that it is in God's kindness, in Jesus's kindness, that he meets us in places of hesitant joy, where we experience this kind of hesitancy and delight on the road of obedience.

He offers us the comfort of his presence and a glimpse of his resurrection to sustain us along the path. He tells the women, like the angel did, do not be afraid. Then he says, go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee and there they will see me.

As we walk in faithfulness, in the little daily obedience that Jesus has for us, he often meets us with these glimpses, however small, of new life and resurrection that sustain us along the way. Maybe he comforts us in a time of prayer, speaks through his scripture to us, gives us joy through the smile of a child, reminds us of his goodness through the kind words or the kind actions of a dear friend, restores a relationship to us that might have been broken, or something else that reminds us that the kingdom of darkness and the power of death no longer have the final power over us, who are in Christ Jesus. To search for Jesus and his kingdom is to invest in the life of the resurrection that outshines the darkness of sin and death.

His reminder to the women is a reminder for us that he has risen, he is with us, he goes before us as we walk with him in hesitant joy, so do not fear. We live in an anxious world that is longing to escape death, nervously seeking reprieve from its slavery to death and sin in all sorts of insufficient ways, denying the reality of death, numbing our pains with addictions, other escapisms, turning towards disordered loves and appetites, looking for saviors where there are no saviors, believing false narratives to avoid addressing what's actually broken inside. But having died to this world and risen with Christ, the Spirit has made us in our baptism an unanxious sacramental presence of Christ-like new creation for the life of the world.

Jesus is alive and he's conquered death and we get to join him in that victory. I don't know if you know this, but in the Anglican liturgy the funeral pall that covers a Christian casket is an echo back to the white garments that are given to the newly baptized. It's this defiant declaration that death is defeated and our baptism is now complete and we await the glory of the resurrection to come because Jesus has defeated death.

Jesus is alive and we will ultimately be made like him. I've been really encouraged lately by reading the biography of the late great pastor Eugene Peterson and I want to read a bit of the book to you this evening, a bit that I found really encouraging as I was thinking about the resurrection of Jesus. It says this, ““Dad didn't know what state he was in,” Eric, Eugene's son reflected, “didn't know what year of the Lord it was, didn't know his dad built the house that he was sitting in, didn't know who the president was, but he knew in the depths of his soul the unshakable reality of God's presence.”

And Eugene out of that confused disoriented state maintained a holy awareness residing at his core in an interior place completely intact untouched by dementia. “That life of prayer grooved itself deep inside my dad and he had full access to that until the day that he died. I think in those last moments dad was simply descending deeper into that interior world that he built with God his entire life, only we could not access it with him.”

The last light was fading. During Eugene's final weekend, Leif and Eric and Amy and Elizabeth kept vigil at the lake. Eric and Leif kept the lantern on the dock burning 24 hours, light flickering over the dark water. Eugene took to his bed declining visibly.

Jan, his wife, held his hand as he drifted in and out of consciousness, walking that precarious threshold between our two ways of being and then unhurried and gentle, Eugene went at 630 a.m. on Monday, October 22nd, 2018. The lantern on the dock went dark. Eric placed his hand on his dad's head and passed the blessing. “Together we are witnesses to this glad fact that in sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord, I declare the baptism of Eugene Hoyland Peterson is now complete. Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord, says the Spirit, that they rest from their labors and their works follow them.””

So this Easter season, let's be an unhurried and gentle people who look to the day where our labor here is done and the beloved around us can speak over us that our baptism is complete. Build that type of interior life, that interior resurrection life that gets brighter when the light of the world fades so that others will learn to praise God for the works that you have done in their midst. The kind of interior presence where Jesus's presence is enough to meet the doubts of today. Christ is risen and we have died and we have been raised with him.

Carry the good news of death's defeat in you into this broken world that's bound to the kingdom of darkness and that's longing for its redemption. Do not fear. Jesus is alive and he is with us in our hesitant joy.

Let me pray for us. Almighty God, who through your only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, overcame death and opened to us the gate of everlasting life, grant that we who celebrate with joy the day of the Lord's resurrection may by your life-giving Spirit be delivered from sin and raised from death through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you in the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever. Amen.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the author.

Palm Sunday: New Life and the Next Step of Obedience

TranscriptioN

Well, welcome to this Holy Week at Corpus Christi Anglican Church. It is always striking to me how fast everything shifts. We hear in one moment the crowds who are shouting with joy for the King who's coming, and we get to celebrate with them, deliver us, Hosanna.

And then we hear how the rest of the week goes in the same service. Jesus is arrested. He's brought up on false charges. He's rejected by the people. He's hung on a cross among thieves. And this week, we're going to walk the way of the cross together. 

And why do we do this? Our New Testament reading told us, Philippians 2, where St. Paul says we're supposed to take on the mind of Christ. And then he walks through what that means, how Jesus considered equality with God something not to be held on to, but he took the form of a slave and being made in the likeness of humankind, he was obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. So to walk the way of the cross, the way that paves the way for the resurrection, is to learn the mind of Christ, which we need to take up.

People had wanted a king to overthrow their empire through violence, to establish a new order through the sword, to be victorious. This isn't the mind of Christ. Through death on the cross, Jesus would defeat the kingdom of darkness that had bound the world to sin and to death.

And Palm Sunday reminds us that God wants to bring new life to his people, new life with himself, and that the road to get there involves this everyday obedience, through both these moments of celebration and through the times of suffering, where we feel like there are forces that are warring and oppressing against our souls. And it's in that obedience that we discover, in this everyday obedience, the mind of Christ as we walk with him on the way to the cross. And it's in doing that that we find the cross to be the way of life and peace, as our collect prayed for us.

So I want to look together at Luke chapter 19 that we read outside. Jesus is entering into Jerusalem. Jesus is leading a group of pilgrims from Jericho up to Jerusalem for the Passover festival. And as they make their way from Jericho, they're going from 840-some-odd feet below sea level, up a long, hot, dusty, mountainous road under the beating sun towards the city of Jerusalem. It's a really long trek. And as they make their way up, they get to the towns of Bethany and Bethpage near Jerusalem.

And they're just across the Kidron Valley. After that long journey, they're at the place where they get their first glimpse of Jerusalem off in the distance. And as they near the town, Jesus asks two of his disciples to go into the village to find a cult that's never been ridden before and to untie it and bring it to him.

The disciples don't know the larger picture of what's going on. They don't ask him why he wants them to do that. They just do it. Jesus is setting events in motion that they don't yet understand. And I'm not sure their hearts could even handle it, to be honest. But it's this ordinary faithfulness and the simple things Jesus is commanding, the next right thing to do that brings about God's plan in a way that they can't begin to comprehend.

And Palm Sunday then reminds us that God brings these new creation realities. He orchestrates things to bring about his cosmic renewal along a road of ordinary daily faithfulness. And so in those moments, we're usually not given the larger picture of what God's doing.

We just do the next right thing that he asks us to do. And Palm Sunday reminds us that the larger picture is our redemption that God's bringing about for us. It is life with God. It's new creation where Jesus is king. But God, I think in his kindness, only gives us the next right thing to do, the next right thing to desire, because the larger picture of how to get there is often too much for our hearts to bear. So the disciples do what Jesus asks.

They bring him a colt. And those who are following Jesus, they place their clothes onto this donkey as a makeshift attempt at a saddle for Jesus. The image of Jesus riding in on a donkey into the city is one of hope. It's one of longing that the people have. And it would have certainly stirred up their imaginations for this Old Testament passage in Zechariah 9:9, where the prophet says, “Rejoice greatly, O daughter Zion. Shout aloud, O daughter Jerusalem. Lo, your king is coming to you. Triumphant and victorious is he. Humble and riding on a donkey, on a colt, the foal of a donkey.”

This is in the back of everyone's imagination. And the people are seeing this Davidic ruler come in on this donkey into Jerusalem. And they put their clothes down in front of them. They put palm branches in front of him, in front of him, rolling out the red carpet for their king who is coming. And this king would drive out the evil empire that was over them, so they thought. He would destroy their enemies.

He would overturn injustice. He would bring them back to God, this physical liberation, the spiritual renewal. All their hopes are in this king who is riding on a donkey.

Last week I had mentioned Psalm 118, which is a really important psalm peppered throughout St. Luke's Gospel at key points. And last week it was a reminder to the chief priests and scribes, as Jesus is already in Jerusalem, we're actually going back in time this week, that the cornerstone that the builders rejected would become the chief cornerstone. That's Psalm 118.

It was a rebuke to the unfaithful leaders in Israel. This week, Psalm 118 is used again, leading up to Jesus's entry into Jerusalem. And it's a psalm about explaining Jesus's kingship. The people here believe that Jesus is the anointed king. And St. Luke makes that clear as he quotes Psalm 118 and alludes to it. And he does so by calling him the king who is coming.

And St. Luke's Gospel doesn't mention the hosannas. Interestingly, the other gospels do. But the hosannas are actually part of this original psalm, Psalm 118. Hosanna is just a transliterated word in English. Originally it was transliterated into Greek, but it comes from Hebrew. It's a phrase, actually. It's a prayer. Hoshiana, which means like, “deliver us”. It's a command.

Lord, deliver us. Hoshiana (הושׁיע נא). And so it's this prayer that we actually pray, hoshiana (הושׁיע נא), every single week when we celebrate the Eucharist.

 It's a reminder that Jesus alone can deliver. Jesus alone can save. From the various things that war against our soul, that war against the image of God in us, us becoming fully alive in him.

And so adults and children, in the passage this morning, joined in these chants for this royal procession. Hosanna, blessed is the king who's coming. People were singing songs of praise for a victory that went much deeper than any of them actually understood.

At the same time, there was this group of religious leaders, the Pharisees, who were not the same as the Sadducees. These ones were sowing seeds of doubt that were more insidious than they were probably aware of. They were the group that helped implement faithfulness to the Torah, that's a good thing, for a people that were dispersed.

And as such, they had a certain authority among the people to adjudicate the meaning of scripture, to make decisions about how to apply law to life. And what makes them nervous is that if Jesus really is the king, then their power is gone. They have to hand it over to him as Lord.

And it's like they're saying, it's fine to have someone overthrow secular authorities like Rome, we are all about that, as long as I get to keep my little fiefdom. I don't want to give up control. But the problem is, Jesus is king.

And if he's king, then he is Lord of all. And that's really hard for us sometimes, just like the Pharisees. It's often easier to cling to what's familiar, what we feel like we have control over, some nostalgic memory, no matter how broken it is, than to risk going into the unknown, where we trust that Jesus is Lord, and where the things that feel really hard might actually be redemptive for us.

 And so this movement from the triumphal entry into the passion narrative invites us to look at our own desires, what faithfulness looks like when expectations go unmet, when we're really disappointed at how things have turned out, and what trust looks like when brokenness and nostalgia feel safer for us than stepping into what's unknown for the sake of experiencing new creation in the resurrection. It's fun and exciting to get whipped up into the frenzy of the crowd, to lay down your palms and to join the celebration when things are good, but what are we going to do when things don't turn out as we hoped they would? And so the Pharisees look like they want people to follow God, but at the end of the day, they'd rather have a broken fiefdom where they are Lord, than the kingdom of God, which is unknown to them, where Jesus is Lord of all. And the kingship of Jesus is won, as we've said at several points today, through the road to the cross.

His throne was a cross. And those who are going to take up the mind of Christ, that are called to follow Jesus in his sufferings, trusting what feels terrifying and unknown, are still going to be filled with the presence of Christ as we go into those places. What feels like shame can be acknowledged, and it will eventually be redeemed.

What is an upset or unmet expectation, a small death of sorts, is actually the road to life with God, and it is not an accidental blip along the way. Are we going to be those who follow Jesus only when we feel like it, when it's exciting, when we're swept up with the emotion of the crowd? Are we going to walk with him when it is difficult on the way to the cross? Will we hold so tightly onto the parts of our life, people in our life, those little moments of nostalgia, no matter how broken but comfortable? Or are we going to recognize Jesus as King of kings and Lord of lords and entrust ourselves to him, even though it feels costly to walk into what's unknown? This is the question posed to us on Palm Sunday. If God were to give us a glimpse of the totality of our story and our journey of our lives, we probably couldn't handle the load of it.

It would be too much. If you're talking to a five or a six-year-old, it would be completely inappropriate as you enter some sort of scenario with them to enumerate all the ways it could go wrong and all the ways that they might suffer as they grow up and move into years and years ahead. It's too much for their little hearts to handle.

So what do we do? We fill their hearts with truth. The truth of what is true around them, whether or not they feel it. And we tell them what is next.

We tell them a little bit of what to anticipate, but not the greater narrative of what could be. We remind them of what they can do, what might feel new, what might feel scary, and we help them take the next step forward. We don't need to give them more to be fearful about in the future.

Some kids are good enough at figuring that out themselves, and many of us are too. And so we help them hold on to what's true and good and just take the next right step forward. And Poem Sunday reminds us that the larger picture is our redemption and it's our life with God.

But God in his kindness doesn't give us the full glimpse of how we are going to get there because it's too much for our hearts to handle. He just gives us the next right thing to do, the next right thing to desire, because the greater picture might be too much for us. So as we enter Holy Week together, I want to encourage us to consider whether we find ourselves like the crowds or the religious leaders or vacillating between either one on any given day.

How does following Jesus feel difficult, terrifying, or threatening to our sense of control? What do we need to hand over to him, to his control? And will we still follow him into the next step of faithfulness as he leads us into the hard places that we never wanted to go? As we prayed in our collect together, I think that this is the way of the cross where we discover that the cross is the way of life and peace. That phrase has always been challenging and mystifying to me, that the way of the cross would be the way of life and peace. The way of the cross is the place of life and peace because that's where Jesus' presence is found.

We don't always have answers, but we do have his presence. And the cross is the means by which he disarms the kingdom of darkness and the means by which he is Lord of all. And so this Holy Week, I want to invite us to take up the mind of Christ together to discover the love of God in the way of the cross so that we might find it none other than the way of life and peace.

Let me pray for us. “Almighty God, whose son went not up to joy, but first he suffered pain. And entered not into glory before he was crucified. Mercifully grant that we, walking in the way of the cross, may find it none other than the way of life and peace. Through Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.

 Transcribed byTurboScribe.ai. Edited by the Author.

Lent 5 (Passion Sunday): The Veiled Glory in the Way of the Cross

TranscriptioN

Well, good morning again everybody. It is good to see you this morning. I am delighted to be with you on this fifth Sunday of Lent. As I mentioned before, this is Passion Tide, and during our weekly emails that come out on Wednesdays, if you don't get those, let me know and I'll make sure you get them. 

I tried to put a little article on what is Passion Tide, these two weeks of which one is Holy Week, this short two-week season where we shroud the crosses and the icons and it focuses our gaze on the road to Jesus's crucifixion and the glory that will later be revealed but right now is veiled. In our Gospel passage today, we encounter leaders who have forgotten that they had a delegated authority. These are the chief priests and the scribes.

They wanted to hold on to control for themselves of speaking for God through an authority that they thought belonged to them, and it's an easy trap to fall into because power is intoxicating and the idea that Jesus might just be the Messiah threatens to undo the thing they're trying to hold on to. Our passages today encourage us that God's marvelous works of redemption would be done through humility and through the power of what's going to happen on the cross. And so we involve ourselves in the work of Jesus's ministry, this kingdom that is here and to come, when we bear fruits of repentance and when we invite other people to come and taste and see the goodness of the Lord along with us.

And as we look at our passages this morning, let me pray for us. “In the name of God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen. Lord, may the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be always acceptable in your sight, O Lord, my rock and my Redeemer. Amen.”

The Parable

So today's parable from Jesus, we find him teaching in the temple courts, and his authority had been questioned by the religious leaders, the chief priests and the scribes, and Jesus is now teaching them through a parable about a vineyard.

A man planted a vineyard, who represents God in the story, and the vineyard itself represents the state of blessing and peace and rest for the people of God. And in this vineyard that the man plants, the vineyard is going to bear fruits. The vineyard owner has tenant farmers that he lets tend the vineyard and cultivate the fruit, do the hiring and firing, etc.

There's a delegated authority to steward the vineyard, and he sends a servant to go collect the produce from the tenants, and then they send him off empty-handed. The tenants of the vineyard have a delegated authority to collect the produce, but it actually belongs to the owner of the vineyard. So the tenants beat this servant, and then they send them back empty-handed.

The owner then sends a second servant to go and collect the produce. They beat, and then it adds, and they insult the second servant, so it's a little bit of the same but more, and they send this second servant back empty-handed. A third servant comes, and he's sent by the vineyard owner, and it's worse.

He's cast out, and he's harmed violently. The word where it says wounded in our translation is the word we get trauma in English. It's a Greek word trauma.

It's wounding, and so you can think of this person having been left wounded and traumatized from the experience of going to collect the fruit for the vineyard owner. The idea here is that God, as we heard really well read by Janet in the book of Isaiah, God has been forming a people for his glory and praise, right? They've gone into subjugation over and over again, and God has freed them and liberated them over and over again, but what he's doing ultimately is forming a people for his praise and his glory to live under his kingship, and so God has continually over and over again sent his messengers, the prophets, to once again call them back to covenant renewal and faithfulness, but those who have this delegated authority, the religious leaders, come from a long line of leaders in history who are under the delusion that they held on to control for themselves and that they spoke for God, despite the fact that their hearts were actually quite far from him, and then they turned the people's hearts away, and the result is that the owner of the vineyard did not receive the fruit of the vineyard. So finally, in this parable that Jesus tells, the owner sends his son.

There's no greater authority than if the father were to actually go himself. Certainly they're going to respect my son, and so the vineyard tenants come up with this absurd plan that, you know, if we kill the son, maybe we can inherit the vineyard. That's ridiculous, right? That makes no logical sense.

That's what you're supposed to feel when you hear Jesus tell this parable. That's illogical, it's nonsensical, and that's the point. So these people, these people with a delegated authority, the tenants, tenant farmers, they have no real authority over the vineyard.

Even if they were to kill that son, it's not like they would have authority over it, and they don't have any right to the fruit that comes from it. So at the time, Jesus speaks this parable in the temple, and the specifics at this point are veiled. They're unclear.

People don't know that he is going to go to a Roman cross to die yet. The story hasn't unfolded, and so this is a good, helpful parable for this Passion Sunday, where we have the crosses and the icons veiled, because we've got glimpses of the story, but we don't have the fullness of what's going to happen yet. The plan of God is veiled, and it's going to be made clear.

So the tenants in this parable, they take the son, they take him outside the vineyard, and they kill him. And in response, the vineyard owner is going to come, and he's going to destroy the tenant farmers, and he's going to give that vineyard to other people. And so Jesus asks the scribes and the Pharisees, what do you think of such a parable? How does that strike you? And they use this phrase that you find in Paul, may it never be! Right? And so it was sort of obfuscated in the ESV a little bit, but the idea is like, may it not be so! We don't want this to be the case.

And so Jesus then, he says, okay, well what do you think about this psalm? What does it mean? Psalm 118. How would you interpret it? Psalm 118 addresses a nation that's been rejected. It addresses a king that's been rejected before the nations, but the psalm reassures the people that the rejected people are going to have an exalted position before God, that the rejected King will have an exalted position before God.

And Psalm 118 comes to its fullest expression in the person and work of Jesus. And that's why as St. Luke is writing the gospel in the book of Acts, Psalm 118 is actually peppered throughout Luke's gospel at really key points, because he's interpreting it through the lens of Jesus's ministry. And so the imagery now moves from the vineyard in the parable to a construction yard in Psalm 118.

Building yards, builders yards, were where people would find the stones they needed to make their buildings. And once the project is near completion, the image here is of finding the stone that would finish off the building, the cornerstone, that it would, it was perfect to finish this off. But the idea here is that this stone that was perfectly ready to cap off the building had been rejected by the builders in Psalm 118. 

So the workers, which here symbolized the scribes and the Jewish leaders, they might cast off Jesus as unimportant now, but he is going to come to be honored and vindicated as the Lord's Messiah. There is a timeline to the end of their delegated authority, because his needs to take over. And that's what Psalm 118 is talking about.

And I think what's neat is I was reading several of the church fathers about this passage. They often connect this with Daniel chapter 2. And in Daniel chapter 2, if you'll remember, there is a rock cut out of a mountain. And this rock is going to destroy the clay feet of the statue, which represents the kingdoms of the world.

And then it says in Daniel 2, the stone that struck the statue became a great mountain and filled the whole earth. And so they're bringing together this beautiful imagery of the stone, the cornerstone of Psalm 118, and the rock out of the mountain in Daniel chapter 2. And that connection works together to talk about, then, the rejection of Israel's leaders, because Jesus himself is going to be the true authority. He is King. He is Lord. Their authority is delegated. It is not theirs.

And they find themselves in a long line of authorities who misappropriate delegated authority as though it's their own. But his rule and reign as king is going to fill the whole earth. His rule and reign of new creation.

And so how do we join the work of the vineyard and cultivate fruits from this vineyard? There's three things I want to think about with us this morning.

Avoiding False Securities

We involve ourselves in the work of tending to the vineyard and offering the fruits to God by avoiding false securities. The chief priests and the scribes, they understand the implication of the And as a result, at the end, it says they want to lay hands on him, but they fear the crowds. 

They're afraid of the people. And it's a good reminder for all of us, whether one holds public office or ecclesiastical office, that all authority in heaven and on earth is the Lord's and it is not ours. Whatever authority or responsibility we have, it is a delegated authority.

We're just stewards who are tenant farmers in the vineyard of God. And so if you're a parent, it's also a good reminder as a parent that your children belong to the Lord. Ultimately, they don't belong to us, which is really hard, right? And if you're an employer, your employees don't belong to you.

These people belong to the Lord, not even to our company. If you hold public office or ecclesiastical office, your responsibility is to uphold the welfare of people, not to hold on to power by coercing constituents or gaining favor amongst your side. All authority in heaven and on earth belongs to the Lord.

But the taste of it can be so intoxicating. And so it's a good reminder that power in and of itself can be used for good, as long as we understand that we have a delegated authority. But power can turn into evil when it outpaces our character and we don't live a life of virtue and understand that our end is to the glory and praise of God.

And that is the kind of power that will corrupt us and those around us. And so the religious leaders of Jesus's day, they had forgotten that. It's easy to forget how our responsibilities and our stations, our callings, the platforms that we have, are our stewardships.

They're platforms for the work of God, the miracles of God that he does in the human heart. And they're not marks of status in the kingdom. That's really important.

Cultivating in the way of Jesus

So Jesus is calling us to offer the fruit of the vineyard to the Lord, that all things belong to him. And this is done by cultivating the work in the same way that Jesus does. Joining the work of Jesus is a work of sowing with tears.

We read one of my favorite psalms today, Psalm 126. This is a pilgrim psalm where there's a leader leading up a group of pilgrims to Jerusalem. And the theme of God making streams in the desert is something that came up both in the psalm and in the Old Testament reading, if you were listening.

It's a common theme. This renewal that people anticipate is God making streams in the desert. It's an analogy for the hope that people have that God will give them new life.

And so the psalmist prays that those who would sow in tears would reap with shouts of joy. That those who go about weeping and bearing seed for sowing would come again with joy, shouldering their sheaves. And so similarly we read in St. Paul in chapter 3 of Philippians that he wants to know Christ and the power of his resurrection, but notice it's not empty triumphalism.

He says, and I want to know the sharing of his sufferings being made like him in his death. So the means of the power of the kingdom and the authority of the kingdom is the work of it is done through the means of the way that Jesus cultivated the work of the kingdom, which is to know the resurrection through the sufferings that led to the cross. So the hard work of weeping over the ways that we in our world is broken will return a harvest of beautiful praise to the Lord.

Because God's at work in us. Like it's easy to take the easy road and manipulate people for our own ends, to not care about them, to be unreflective, to be dismissive or callous to the needs of other people, or disadvantage other people to our own benefit. That would be the easy road.

It's easier to do those things than to recognize the places where we've been wounded, where we might have wounded others, to do the hard work of giving language to those things, teasing out those implications, and tearfully asking God for his grace, and to die to those places that are unbecoming of his life and glory. The ways that we've tried to hold on to control in our delegated authority as though it were ours to hold on to. We're really good at trying to curate our own narratives and control our image to other people.

And so Passion Sunday invites you to be undone before others. It invites the church to be undone with one another. If you feel like you're a mess, you're in the right place with the right people.

Thanks be to God. And so Passion Sunday invites us to the tearful cultivation of the heart in repentance, to let God have his authority and not take it on ourselves, to walk the way of the cross with Jesus, even though the glory might be veiled so thickly right now that we just can't see it. And we're involved in this marvelous work of God of redemption, and we involve ourselves in it when we bear fruits that are in keeping with repentance, when we invite other people to come and taste and see the Lord's goodness with us.

Bearing fruit through command and promise

So third, bearing fruit through love and desire, God would eventually rip away the authority from the tenant farmers to cultivate that vineyard, and then he would give that delegated authority to others, which has in it, in this parable, a veiled reference to the new covenant and the inclusion of unexpected people, tax collectors, sinners, Samaritans, and even as far as the Gentiles, right? This has in it this veiled expectation that God will give the vineyard to others. And one church father said about this vineyard being given to the apostles after the Jewish leaders, he says, they are sowing the seeds of piety to Christ in the hearts of believers and making the nations entrusted to their care into beautiful vineyards in the sight of God. That is the apostolic work, and it's the same one that we're called into as well.

And so what seemed like a catastrophic tragedy on the hill of Golgotha at the cross and the rejection of the Messiah was actually in the plan of God the means by which cosmic renewal would begin. There's the thing that brings the kingdom. And so there are so many subtle distractions that are seeking our attention, and lies, and the disorder, the things that we love, and the things that we desire.

If you think about the chief priests and the scribes, there were a thousand subtle shifts and decisions that these leaders made to make authority their ultimate goal. They didn't get into leadership to hold on to inappropriate authority. There were a thousand subtle shifts and decisions that brought them to that point.

And so on this fifth Sunday of Lent, we remember that it's God who brings into order the unruly wills and affections of sinners. Because we find ourselves in that place often where we've made lots of decisions and choices and things have happened to us that make our affections and desires feel unwieldy and unruly, and we trust in this God who brings them back into order. And so we need God's help to do what the poet prays for, which is to love what he commands, and to actually desire what he promises.

God commands a life that is committed to his lordship and kingship, his rule and reign, to love him and our neighbor, and ultimately to be formed for his praise, as we read in the Old Testament today. And he promises new creation. That's his promise to us, and it is an alternative amongst many false alternatives that are before us that may look attractive, but he offers us new creation in his kingdom.

But we need his help to ask for the desire for what he promises. And this passage is a great reminder to ask God for help, to love the things that he commands when that's really hard to do in the minute everyday moments of the things that we walk through, and to desire what he promises when we just can't see it because we're crowded out by all the things that are in front of us, and all the things that we're hoping for which may be slightly under the standard of the kingdom of God. And it's a good reminder that this delegated authority involves not just the glory of the resurrection, but also sharing in the sufferings and the humility of Jesus.

 Conclusion

So the path of the kingdom is paved with the tears of cross-bearing saints that go before us. The glory might be veiled right now, but we're called to cultivate a field of repentance, to hand God a harvest of praise. So there's hope today as well, because he's the one who makes streams in the desert. He makes a way in the wilderness. This is the God that we serve. And he's the one who gives us this vineyard.

He's done all that he needs to to prepare the soil, to tend it, and we are these tenant farmers on the land who give him what is rightfully his amongst our households, our labors, our stations and offices, our children, the relationships he's put as our stewardship, so that by the end of it all, in him, our hearts are fixed where true joys are to be found. Let me pray for us. Almighty God, you alone can bring into order the unruly wills and affections of sinners.

Grant your people grace to love what you command and to desire what you promise, that among the swift and varied changes of this world, our hearts may surely there be fixed where true joys are to be found. Through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the Author

Lent 4: The Parable of the Compassionate Father

TranscriptioN

Well, good morning again, everybody. It is good to see you this morning. I'm Father Morgan Reed, the vicar here at Corpus Christi Anglican Church, and you've come on one of the two rose-colored Sundays this morning. This is Laetera Sunday, which is kind of like Gaudete Sunday during Advent.

The word Laetera is a command, meaning to rejoice, and we wear a rose to signal that this season of Lent is coming close to its end. So next week will be Passion Sunday. We'll have the crosses and the icons veiled, and then we'll enter into Holy Week.

So we are nearing the end of Lent. And today's gospel passage is beautiful. In some ways it's been an undercurrent of all of the weeks of Lent. I haven't made it explicit, but the compassion of God is the foundation of repentance. And so today it is explicit in our passage. It is often called the parable of the prodigal son, and so today some have argued that actually it should be the parable of the running father, and I like that. 

We have two pictures of two brothers here, a younger brother and an older brother, two different kinds of pictures of rebellion, and the father here is pictured as being this compassionate father who addresses them both in their unique ways. And so this passage is an encouragement to people who feel like they're not worthy of God's love. It's an encouragement to those who are listening who would have been tax collectors and known that they were considered sinners by the religious elite.

It's an encouragement for you and for me, because we often find ourselves in the place of the child who's run far. And so it also offers a challenge to the self-righteous, the older brother, and to those who are sitting and feeling satisfied in their own sense of righteousness and worth before God. And most important though, no matter where you are in that spectrum this morning, it offers us a glimpse into the compassionate character of the God who loves us.

That's the most important thing to take away from this parable. Our New Testament passage this morning that we read from St. Paul talks about us being ambassadors of reconciliation, where we're the ones who are showing the world what it means to be reconciled to God and those who are inviting others into the same. And so this parable is actually left intentionally open, but if we could fill it in, we would be the ones who are reconciled and who are inviting people to the party, so to speak.

And whether we're running, whether we're self-righteous, the Father is inviting us into new life. And this invitation, and his invitation into his compassion, is what we are called to invite other people into. So I want to just look at the parable this morning.

 The First Son

The first son, the younger son, I want to look at and the father's reaction to him. Jesus is opening this parable with this son who is asking his father to share his share of the inheritance right now, which is equivalent to wishing that his dad was dead, right? Because normally you don't get the inheritance until your parent dies, and so it's insulting. He's asking his dad to sever his relationship with him, to take ownership of property, which he's going to then liquidate for cash and go off somewhere and spend that cash.

So he would rather have cash and the inheritance now than a relationship with his dad, his brother, and the rest of his family. The son takes the land and the property, and he does exactly that. He sells it off for cash, he takes that cash, he goes off into a far country with cash in hand, severed from his relationship with his family, and he wanders off and he spends everything on carnal pleasures.

And then a famine comes, and so he's left without food, without money, without any connections, and he looks to a local pig farmer, which if you're Jewish, this would make you unclean. And so he's at his lowest point, but not quite his lowest point, because now he's envious of pigs. He's saying, if I could just eat what they're eating, I'd be okay.

But he's not even allowed to eat what they're eating. So now he's hit rock bottom. He sees how low he's fallen, and it says that he came to himself, and he remembers that his father's day laborers have it better than he does at this moment, so he's not asking to be a son again.

He decides, I'm gonna go to return to my father and repent, and maybe he'll just hire me as a day laborer. All he's carrying with him is his own awareness and sense that he needs help. Without knowing the type of response that he's going to encounter, he goes back to his father, because anything is better than where he's at at the moment.

And Jesus says, while he was still far off, his father saw him, and his father was filled with compassion. He ran, and he put his arms around him, and he kissed him. So think about this. When the father sees his son far off in the distance, he knows there's been a change of heart. The father runs after him, which is a very potentially embarrassing posture. It's not something becoming of a father.

Lots of commentators point out that it's a little bit embarrassing to show this man sort of girding up his loins and running after his son. It's a boyish behavior that his dad is doing, but his dad, his compassion compels him to run. And so he meets him, and he embraces him, and he kisses him before the son even says a word to him.

 If we think about what he should have done in their culture, the father should have cut him off. He should have rebuked the son, but that's not the character of the father that is in this story. And so what strikes me is that the father's compassion in this story comes to the son before the son even says a word. 

Like the son has his confession all prepared, but the compassion of the father meets the son before the son even gets a word out. And it shows us something about the character of God, that God sees the deep intention of the heart, and often his compassion meets us before the words of confession even exit our lips. And that's amazing.

And so this is meant to be an encouragement for those who are listening, like the tax collectors, those who think, gosh, you know what, I've missed the boat. Like I am not worthy of God's love. I'm not worthy of being a part of this community.

Everyone hates me. Like this is for them. God sees the intention of their heart before any confession leaves their lips. And if you think of these individuals, they have a whole lifetime of dysfunction, trauma, bad decisions, false narratives that they've held on to, misplaced trust in unsafe people and relationships, other parts of their lives that form complex stories that make them what they are now, which other people would describe them and give them the label tax collector and sinner. But these are images of God, made in, you know, people made in God's image. But they're starting to believe these stories for themselves.

And it's easy to see them as they hear the story from Jesus, how they would identify themselves with this son who squandered all of his wealth. And maybe they're wondering things like, what do I have to say to get God to love me again? What do I need to do or say to be accepted amongst my family again? What do I need to do or give up to earn God's love because I've squandered it? How do I get rid of this nagging sense of guilt in my heart? And the answer from this story is to just do the simple task of turning towards God with nothing but your own awareness that you're in need of his help. That's the very first thing.

And then what happens is God comes to meet you with his compassion, to fall on you and embrace you and kiss you before the lips ever utter a confession. And his kiss and his embrace come and meet you before a word comes out. And so this is such a hopeful passage.

And you can see why this is something that people often cling to. It is good news. We should turn from false hopes and narratives that are unhelpful, dysfunctions that are part of our story, the multitudes of poor decisions we may have made, the sinful dispositions, the longing for autonomy from God.

We should turn and look to God. Repent. That's what turn means. We should repent of those things. Turn towards God with just the recognition that we need his help. And then he comes to meet us with his compassion.

It's like one of the call acts say in the prayer book, God is always more ready to hear than we are to pray. It's one of my favorite sentences. God is more ready to hear than we are to pray.  

He is more ready to lavish his compassion on you than you are to turn. So it doesn't take much. Praise God.

The Second Son

And so we've seen the younger son, we've seen the father's compassion, and now let's look at the older son because he's also a very important character in this story. The father has been overjoyed at the younger son's return. It's a taste of the resurrection.

Kind of reminds me of like why we're wearing rose today. It's a little taste of resurrection before we get to Easter in a few weeks. And this son of mine, he says, was dead and now he is alive. And now we're introduced to the older son. The father had begun this celebration of the son he returned. They're having a party.

There's music. There's dancing. They've killed the fatted calf, which is now part of the English vernacular, right? This is a very exciting time.

And the older brother is out working in the field. Nothing wrong with that. It's just what he's been doing every day since his brother left.

And he hears this music and he hears this dancing and he's wondering what's going on and he hears that his brother has come home and now his father is throwing a party to celebrate his brother, who is really not his brother in his heart anymore. Now imagine the older brother's internal dialogue with me for a second. Again, this is from the Gospel of Morgan. It's totally apocryphal, but in my mind's eye, this is where his heart is, right? What do you mean that he came home? He should know better than to come back. He should stay where he was. He sold off the family's property.

He rejected us. He rejected me as his brother. Who does he think he is to come back after doing all of that? Why would my dad throw him a party? He's not worthy of a party.

He's never thrown me a party. I'm here day in and day out. I'm working hard to support this family and I'm not going to support any of this. It's not fair. I've worked way too hard. I've sacrificed too much. 

And the pain of my so-called brother is just too much for me to come inside. And so notice that the father meets the older brother and he says, why don't you come in? He is beckoning the older son to come in and to celebrate. And it says in verse 28 that the father comes out and he pleads with his older son to come in.

He pleads with him. He's begging him, please come in and rejoice with what is happening. The father has compassion to meet both of his sons where they're at in their different places, their unique places.

 I was reading a commentary on this passage and it had reminded me of a story of something in my own story that reminded me of this parable. I was working at a church serving and we had a cleanup day at a local stream and we had gotten our boots on. We got our trash bags and our gloves and we were walking through this stream along the hills.

It was pretty muddy and I was just looking for trash. Like I was going up and down these hills, going across the water, looking for little pieces of trash that I could put in this trash bag. And I was looking for garbage step after step.

My eyes were down. I was focused. I was going to clean this stream and then when we were done, I threw away the trash bags and then I stepped down and I watched as kids were enjoying the stream.

They were throwing rocks in it and I couldn't be helped but just be stunned at how beautiful the scenery was. I had missed it as I was looking for trash. I was sitting there going, wow, thank you Lord.

Like I got to be a part of the beauty of this place that kids get to enjoy. But I totally missed the creek's beauty for the sake of the garbage that I was focused on. And that's a bit of what's happening here.

The older brother is missing the greater picture of the compassion of the father because his fixation is on the brother's sins, his rejection, his own pain, and his own shame. And so if his father can have this kind of compassion on the younger brother, the good news is that the father can have this kind of compassion on the older brother as well. And that's the larger picture that he's missing.

Sometimes God does grant to some people more material success than their character can handle. And as a result of that, we find people joining the prodigal son. That success leads to walking away from God because that person forgets their need from him.

They come under the illusion and delusion that I can do this myself. Look, I've done all this stuff and I'm doing it well. God must be blessing it.

And I think of people who have really public platforms, who are way too young, or their character is just not ready for the responsibility of it. Like the money, the success, the fame, they often turn out to be their downfall in the end. Hitting the lowest point is often what draws people to repentance, to turning.

It doesn't have to be. Thanks be to God when it's not, but it often is hitting that lowest point. And so the joy of repentance is found here in the Father's words.

We had to celebrate. It was a compulsion that we couldn't not celebrate. We had to do it because this brother of yours was dead and now he has come back to life.

He was lost and now he is found. There is a joy in the kingdom over this little resurrection. And there's a parable about the kingdom of God.

It's an invitation to those who know their their sense of need and who are drawing near to Jesus. It is good news for those of us who know that we have need and long for the compassion of God. For those who struggle with envy like the older brother, who sit in self-righteousness judging others with a sense of superiority, this is also an invitation to the gospel to come to the table and to rejoice with God's new work of creation in those that we have deemed so unworthy.

And so this story, if you'll notice, it's intentionally left open. And it's done so for you and I to imagine who we are in this story. Are we the younger son? Are we the older son? Are we something else? It's left open for us.

All of us have reasons for why it's difficult to repent, to turn towards God, why it's hard for us to express our need to accept the compassion of God. But this story compels us to look to the Father and to discover his compassionate embrace over and over again. And if somebody else's actions have resulted in resentment and shame, the kind that has distanced us from God, part of our healing is to long for the repentance of those people that we can't imagine God would love.

And for God's compassion to do a work of new creation in them. I think another part of healing is to join the banquet by taking part in the community life of the church. The Eucharist reminds us of this every week, where we sit together, we stand together, we sing together in this gallery of portraits of prodigal children.

And as you see the image of God restored in one another, you see a little bit of a taste of the resurrection in the lives of those that you're sitting next to. You have all been dead and you have been raised to life, and you get to see this weekend and week out, maybe more than weekend and week out, if you take the opportunity to get to know each other over coffee or a meal. This is the opportunity to build that muscle memory of rejoicing over the work of God's compassion in other people, so that you can see what God can do in your own heart and life.

And so we need to long for the Father's joy in finding the dead come to life. And on this Laetare Sunday, let's rejoice in the compassion of God that's found in Jesus Christ, who came to bring the dead back to life. As our New Testament passage reminded us this morning, in Christ the old things have passed away and all things have become new.

And so you and I are ambassadors of the kingdom of God, ambassadors of Christ, and we've been entrusted with this good news of reconciliation, like the prodigal son, like the older son, who, you know, if the story had ended the way I wanted to, he said, okay, I'm going to see what you can do in this prodigal son of yours. In Jesus forgiveness of sins is possible, and new creation is the reality, and reconciliation with God that we all enter into through the death and the resurrection of Jesus. And so in Christ our wounds are redeemed, and we're restored to life.

And so are we the older brother today, or are we the younger brother? Part of this Lent, what we need to do is take some time to ponder what God's compassion might look like in our own repentance, and why we find it so hard to turn to God and to accept his compassionate embrace. That helps us avoid the besetting sins of the younger brother, but also ask to discover God's compassion, and what it might look like for those who we wish weren't actually part of our life and our story. And that's really hard, and it's also the beginning of healing, and it keeps us from the besetting sin of pride that's found in the older brother, and envy.

And with whichever brother you identify with this morning, remember ultimately that this is a parable about the Father and his compassion, that God longs to come and meet you with a compassionate embrace before the words of confession ever exit your lips. Let me pray for us. O Lord our God, accept the fervent prayers of your people.

In the multitude of your mercies, look with compassion upon us and all who turn to you for help, because you are gracious, O lover of souls. And to you we give glory, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, now and forever. Amen.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the Author.

Lent 3: Restless Hearts and Roadblocks to Repentance

TranscriptioN

I am so grateful to be with you this morning on this third Sunday of Lent. I'm the vicar here at Corpus Christi Anglican Church, Father Morgan Reed, and it is good to be with you. As I think about the third Sunday of Lent, it's an interesting Sunday because it's far enough away from the beginning of Lent that the initial excitement that was in Lent has sort of worn off, but we're also still kind of far away from Holy Week. We're right there in the middle, but that is often where I find life is lived, right? We find ourselves in the place where the shininess of new things has worn off.

We're just kind of in the middle, and the things that we're really hoping for might seem far away, like they're unapproachable right now, and we find ourselves often in this place where we are perpetually in the third week of Lent. In our prayer book this morning, we prayed this call-act that if I'm allowed to have a favorite call-act, it is my favorite call-act in this third Sunday of Lent, that it reminds us of the ways that our hearts are restless until they find rest in God. It's a quote from St. Augustine, and we carry on in that restlessness quite often.

It reminds us that our rest is found in a person, not in answers that we so often seek, but in the person and work of Jesus Christ. And I was thinking about my own childhood this week. I have these vague memories of our grandparents driving down from Oregon.

We lived in California, and so they didn't come often, but when they did, you know, you'd look out the window in anticipation of grandparents coming to visit. I'd have these butterflies in my stomach, waiting with a nervous kind of energy. You know, you've seen children in that place of excited, waiting for something to happen, but you know, as a child, prolonged excitement for too long turns to despair really quickly.

What if they're never really gonna come? You know, and so that nervous excitement turns to angst and anxiety and despair pretty quickly. The nervousness and that restlessness might cause weird behaviors, like all of a sudden as a kid, I start pulling out toys I haven't played with in a long, long time, but I need to get my mind off of the fact that I'm anxious about them coming. I start doing meaningless tasks to get my mind off the fact that my heart is restless.

Until I see that vehicle drive up in the driveway, grandma and grandpa come out of the car, until my body is hugged by theirs, my body is restless, my mind is racing, my decisions might be sporadic or illogical, and then entering the arms of that grandparent becomes the thing that settles my body down into a state of rest. It's not enough to know when they're coming, and if you were to say, oh they'll be here in an hour, well that might as well be tomorrow, right? But just the presence of them satisfies all the restlessness of my little body. And you know, it's difficult, or it's sweet actually, when it's a kid in that scenario, and it's a very specific situation, it's sweet to watch that excitement, and then to find them finding rest in the thing they were longing for.

It's troubling and it's difficult when that state of anxiety and restlessness is the constant state of the human heart. It's troubling, it's distressing, and it's common that that is the constant state of the human heart. And it's a state of restlessness that when we're in it we create false narratives, and we start to believe things that aren't true out of anxiety or out of fear, keeping ourselves from being present to life as it is in front of us.

We distract ourselves with things to not be present to the anxiety that we're feeling. We fill our times with things that keep us from dealing perhaps with the real pain of something that's happening, or some urgent task in asking God for his mercy, and it is grace in our real need. Today's passages all have something to do with the compassion of God.

They all have something to do with the restlessness of the human heart, and they introduce this idea that there are barriers that we put up to repentance. Turning from these false narratives of anxiety and fear, the things that we've created in that space, the meaningless tasks, to turning towards the Lord where we find rest for our souls. What are these barriers? And all these passages have something to do with the restlessness of the human heart, the compassion of God, those barriers that we put up to repentance.

As we look at our passages this morning, let me pray for us. “In the name of God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen. Lord, may the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be always acceptable in your sight, O Lord, my rock and my Redeemer. Amen.”

The Compassion of God and the Old Testament Creed

Before we get into the the other two parts, the restlessness and the longing and the the barriers, let's talk about the compassion of God. We'll do a little bit of biblical theology this morning. And so even though in Judaism there aren't recognized creeds, per se, at least there weren't in Jesus's day, there is something of the name and the character of God that functioned like a creed throughout the Old Testament. We get a glimpse of it today in our Old Testament passage, which was read for us in the book of Exodus, where God reveals his name. 

A few chapters later, in chapter 34, Moses is inscribing the law on the tablets, and God will make a declaration to Moses. God will say, God proclaims his name to Moses, and as he passes by Moses, what he says is, Yahweh, Yahweh, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness. That phrase, the character of God, becomes like a creed in the Old Testament.

The Lord, the Lord, Yahweh, Yahweh, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness. And that declaration about God and his name functioned like a creed throughout the entirety of the Old Testament, in all the ways that Israel will be formed. And we read it again in Psalm 103 this morning.

We said it together. The prayer book has it as, the Lord is full of compassion and mercy, long-suffering, and of great goodness. This becomes a source of their poetic prayers in the book of Psalms, and it becomes the foundation for Israel to repent. Why can they expect God to respond when they turn from their sins? It's because of this idea, this creed of who God is. If there's any hope for repentance, it's because God is merciful, and he's full of compassion. So later on, as Israel moves along its history, we get into the book of Joel, where they haven't gone into exile yet, but they have gone into sin.

They've rebelled against God, and the prophet says to them, this famous verse, rend your hearts and not your garments. You may have heard that before. “Rend your hearts and not your garments, and return to Yahweh your God, because he is merciful and compassionate, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love.” And then this addition, “and he relents from calamity.” So there's like a little addition to this creed as they move along. And after the people are exiled, they do eventually go into Babylon in exile, but God promises that they will return, and after several generations, God brings them back to the land under the Persian Empire.

 And Nehemiah, the book of Nehemiah, is a reflection on God's faithfulness during that period. Nehemiah says in chapter 9, verse 17, as he reflects on Israel's history, and “they refused to obey, and did not remember your wonders which you did with them. And they stiffened their necks, and they raised up a leader to return to their slavery in Egypt. And you, oh God, are ready to forgive, merciful and compassionate, long-suffering, and abounding in steadfast love.” And the addition, “and you will not forsake them.” And so I love that how this creed functions as like a drumbeat throughout the history of Israel's experience with its covenant God.

And I like how every part of their life together, there's a little bit of an addition, an expansion, a teasing out of the implications for each subsequent generation as they reflect on their relationship with their Creator and their King. So by the time that people have become so disobedient, that they find themselves functionally putting themselves back into bondage in Egypt, God's compassion is the foundation for bringing them back. And the reason why God delivers them, and he's willing to relent from disaster and not forsake them, is because of who he is.

His own reputation and his name is at stake. He is the compassionate and merciful God, long-suffering and abounding in steadfast love. And so that creedal foundation forms the background for the foundation of the work and the person of Jesus Christ.

It helps us to understand what Israel is processing as they look forward to the Messiah coming. It's because of who God is that we understand the ministry of the Messiah better. So Jesus comes as a new Moses to bring a new covenant and a new kingdom which delivers people out of a bondage that's far deeper than just enslavement to Egypt.

Roadblocks to Repentance

And with all of that in our background today, we get to the gospel reading which brings us to an encounter with Jesus preaching in the northern part of Israel in Galilee. As Jesus is preaching, there are some people who come and they ask him about this local tragedy. We actually don't know the exact events that are described there other than what's in the text, but it seems like what happened is there's a crowd of Galileans who are worshippers, they're Jews, they're going to Jerusalem to offer their worship.

Pontius Pilate, a Roman governor over the area, has them executed as they are coming to Jerusalem to offer their worship. And from what we know of Josephus, that is consistent with Pontius Pilate's character. He tests the Jews quite often, and this is exactly in line with the kind of thing that he would do.

So you can imagine that as they ask this question of Jesus, part of the question might be, you know, Jesus is somebody who is leading a group of Galilean pilgrims to Jerusalem. Are you not also worried that this might be your fate as well? That might be a question in their minds. Maybe, you know, as they start to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, they're asking this question because they're really hoping that as Jesus makes his way to Jerusalem, that vengeance will happen, and that the enemies that had done this to these Galilean Jews will be crushed, and that God's name will be vanquished, and that the names of these people who were martyred will be vanquished.

And they're wondering also, you know, these are questions they might be, that different people might be holding in their heads. The one that presents itself, the one that Jesus addresses is, so Jesus, were these Galileans maybe more sinful than other people? Is that why they ended up going to Jerusalem and getting killed? They really want answers. They want answers for the pain that their hearts are feeling over these people they probably knew, or at least they knew their families.

And it makes total sense that they would want answers, but that search for answers is leading them astray and distracting them from the interior work of the kingdom of God that Jesus is coming to do. Jesus is going to use this opportunity to invite them into repentance, to turn from one thing, to go to to the kingdom of God, to think differently about the kingdom that he's preaching. Jesus is not going to go to Jerusalem just to overthrow the unjust Roman authorities.

That is way too small of a vision of the kingdom of God. But this might be on their minds, and so he's expanding their vision for what the kingdom will be. His kingdom isn't won through the sword.

And these were not worse sinners than others. He makes that very clear. Their suffering is not an indication that they were worse sinners than other Galilean Jews.

In fact, the focus on the trying to find the answers is for why these people died under cruel human injustice is actually a distraction. Now what that doesn't mean, or I should say it this way, it is good, and it would have been culturally appropriate and right to mourn, to grieve, even to lament, right, how much of the Bible is written in the form of lamentation. But know that God's promising his presence among them.

He's not promising answers to why the suffering has happened. And so their search for answers and the causes for the pain might distract them from the answer for which their hearts are longing for, which is God's very presence among them. And to seek for answers rather than to seek for rest in Jesus's presence is going to contribute to the restlessness of the human heart, and that can start to distort our views of what God's doing inside of us and what he's doing around us and what the work of the kingdom is.

And so Jesus brings up another disaster that the crowd may have in their minds. So that was one. This disaster that they had just brought up was a disaster that happened under human injustice. Another one was a natural disaster, and he brings this up for the crowd to ponder. There's a tower of Siloam, which is part of Jerusalem, and it seems to have crumbled and those within it all died, about 18 people. Everybody knows about this story.

And Jesus assures them again, this isn't because the people who were in the tower are worse sinners than other peoples. Not so. But injustice and natural disasters should be something that reminds us of our urgency to search our hearts and amend our lives.

So he sort of says, I'm not going to give you answers to this, but I want you to see those things and note the urgency of repentance, that we need his presence, and to note the restlessness in our hearts and to find rest in God. You know, we should often be careful not to place blame and causes on people's suffering. That's not helpful.

But these things, when they happen, they become a marker of repentance, that God is asking us to look inwardly and what is he doing in our hearts? How is he rightly ordering our disordered lives? And so these people were thinking that they could overthrow an earthly empirical power by the sword. They too were on shaky ground, like this shaky tower, and at the risk of all their theological edifices falling and crumbling beneath their feet. And so they should repent, and they should turn to the Lord, who, like our Old Testament biblical theology today, reminds us is compassionate and gracious, long-suffering and abounding in love.

This is the God Jesus is calling them to come back to, and he follows this up with a parable about a fig tree. There's three years this fig tree has not produced fruit, and so the gardener, the owner of the vineyard, is wondering, it's using up the soil and the nutrients, let's just tear it up and get rid of it. And the gardener says, the vine dresser says, well before you do that, let me try something, let me dig around it, let me clear the soil a little bit, add some nutrients, amend it, and then we'll give it some more time.

And if in a year it doesn't produce anything, then it can be destroyed. And then that's one parable. He continues the logic of this parable into a real-life scenario, so not just a parable, there's this woman who has been bent over in pain for 18 years. Eighteen years! And those Jesus is calling to repentance now, he's being backed up by a miracle that he's about to do. What he's showing them is the freedom that exists in the kingdom of God.

He is about to deliver this woman from a bondage that, well, she was probably very aware that she had, but maybe the crowds weren't aware that she had. And those whom Jesus called to repent, you know, they're the ones saying, why would you do this on the Sabbath? And he calls them out for it and says, you know, you're happy to unshackle and untie your animals on the Sabbath and to bring them to water. This woman on the Sabbath has been feathered to the kingdom of darkness, and I am unfettering her on the Sabbath.

There is no better ministry on the Sabbath than to free people from the kingdom of darkness. And so he calls these people out as hypocrites, and before we're quick to point the finger at them, I would remind us that often we are hypocrites too. This is where Jesus, you know, says, look at your own heart, and he calls them to repentance.

So this passage calls us to look inwardly, it calls us to look at the systems, the structures, the rhythms, and the habits that maybe we've set up or that we're a part of that perpetuate spiritual bondage or keep us bound from experiencing the freedom in the kingdom of God, or other people as well. And it challenges us not to obsessively look for answers to the causes of suffering, but to invite people into the presence of the one who heals. I often think of that as our evangelism ministry.

We are creating context to invite people into the presence of the God who loves them, and the one who heals them and wants to deliver them from the kingdom of darkness. And so repentance, then, is about turning away from our bondage to the kingdom of darkness right now to claim that freedom that Jesus has delivered us into through his death and resurrection. And the things that kept Jesus' hearers from pursuing repentance was this fear, maybe, that Jesus was probably less powerful than the empirical powers and the Roman authorities.

It was scrupulous searching for answers to questions that they were incapable of answering. And so that, for me, is I was thinking about the things that were keeping the crowds from asking the questions about what to repent of, what to turn from to enter the kingdom of heaven. What is the thing that keeps us from repentance? Another way I think of that is what things are keeping us from seeing the world as God sees it, and from learning to love the things that God loves.

What do we need to turn from? What keeps us from that? During the season of Lent, one of the books that I love, that I pick up quite often, is a book called St. Augustine's Prayer Book. It's a nice prayer supplement to the Book of Common Prayer, and in it they have something called an examen. And in the examen, it walks through the seven deadly sins that are part of the church's tradition, and it teases out some of the implications of those.

And I want to read you a little bit of one so you can see kind of how granular this gets. Under the sin of greed, there's this subcategory. So it has subcategories of these things.

One of them is domination, and under domination it says, “…seeking to use or control others for our own ends or needs, overprotection of children or other dependents, refusal to correct them for fear of losing affection, insistence that they conform to our ideal…” You get the point. These are all things that as you hear that you go, yeah, I've probably done that maybe this week, maybe this morning.

And so, you know, I find this examen such a helpful tool to get down to the granular of saying, Jesus, what keeps me from seeing your kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven? What keeps me from repenting? What keeps me from loving the things that you love? And these seven deadly sins are not often at the forefront of my imagination or teasing them out. So I find it helpful during Lent to make a habit of getting down to the granular details. It's kind of like driving a car where the window gets slowly dirtier and dirtier, and we are in the the yellow dust season where eventually our cars will be covered with a thick film of pollen, you know, and you look through your window and there's just a yellow haze and you can't see quite so clearly.

And so the examen I find is kind of like shooting a bunch of windshield wiper fluid onto the window for God to just take the windshield wipers and clear off that layer of dust and pollen. You and I, we need God's help. And because over time the distractions of the world, the distortions of the world, our disordered loves start to twist the affections of our hearts, and our hearts become restless until they find rest in God.

 Conclusion

And so the examination is kind of like a recalibration. And so if you're not familiar with those deadly sins, I'll read them out to you. They are pride, anger, envy, greed, gluttony, lust, and sloth. So each of those you can think about as some sort of, you know, demonic agent, or in the church tradition they call them a passion. They try to bind us to the kingdom of darkness through self-deception or deception from outside, creating false narratives when our hearts are restless. And we cling to these things for security and safety.

And to frame it in other words from our colleague today, like each of those sins becomes something that creates a restlessness in the human heart. And so when the initial moments of excitement from the beginning of life with Jesus start to fade, before we can see the hope of the things that are to come, we find ourselves in the middle. Right now, in this place of restlessness, this almost perpetual third week of Lent, and we are restless.

And so in this third week, the thing that will help us is honesty, vulnerability with God about the things that have become disordered, consistency in coming to Jesus, and looking for the so that Jesus becomes the person who reintroduces us to this God who is merciful and gracious, who's slow to anger, who is abounding in steadfast love. And it's in the person of Jesus, in his presence, that not in the answers of why suffering persists, but in Jesus's presence, Jesus himself, who is given for us, that we find the rest that our hearts are longing for. And so today is this call to trust Jesus, to join in his divine life, and it's in his presence that he teaches us to love what he loves.

Let me pray for us. Heavenly Father, you have made us for yourself, and our hearts are restless until they rest in you. Look with compassion upon the heartfelt desires of your servants, and purify our disordered affections, that we may behold your eternal glory in the face of Jesus Christ, who lives and reigns with you in the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the Author.

Lent 2: The Narrow Door and the Fundamentals of Following Jesus

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Good morning again everybody. It is great to see you. As I mentioned before, if you're new or visiting, I'm Father Morgan Reed. I'm the vicar here at Corpus Christi Anglican Church and it is a joy to be with you this morning on the second Sunday of Lent, this season of 40 days where we follow the path of Jesus to the cross and then into Easter and to his resurrection.

Today's passage is a really interesting one. It comes from the Gospel of St. Luke, which we are in this year, and it's an example of Jesus helping people ask the right questions. In our household right now, if you were to ask our son what was good this week, he would say, we started baseball.

This is baseball season in the Reed household. And one of the things that I was experiencing this week reminded me of the passage. You know, as the kids jump on the field, you know, they want to, they are wondering, and they might even say, like, when am I gonna be like CJ Abrams or whoever their favorite player is? They jump on, like, when am I gonna be that good where everyone's gonna watch me in the stadium, you know? And so part of my job as the coach is to bless the good desire they have and to say, “I love that you want to do that. And also, let's start with the fundamentals. How do you hold a ball? Because that's where we're at. How do you hold a ball? How do you throw a ball? Which foot do you step with? How do you hold a bat? How do you swing a bat? You know, all of these sorts of things.”

What is a run? What is an out? How do I score points in baseball? And so don't focus on what you are eventually gonna look like. Start today in learning the fundamentals. And that's a bit of what this passage feels like to me from the Gospel. Jesus reframes a question that the disciples have about the kingdom of God and what it's gonna look like. The question shouldn't be about who is going to be in the kingdom or how many people are gonna be there. The question should be, how do you enter the kingdom of God right now? What are the fundamentals of God's kingdom and life in Christ? And so the kingdom of God comes through following Jesus, which is often more difficult than we would like to think, and it encompasses more than we often imagine.

But these are the fundamentals following Jesus. And so Jesus in this passage is going to take down a few misconceptions about what the kingdom of God and what that's going to look like, and he's gonna fill their imaginations for what the kingdom of God will become, and maybe perhaps the not-so-intuitive way one enters it. As we look at this passage from St. Luke's Gospel, let me pray for us, “In the name of God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen. Lord, may the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be always acceptable in your sight. Oh Lord, my rock and my Redeemer. Amen.

Proximity to Jesus is not enough

The first idea that Jesus is going to dismantle this morning is that proximity and ethnicity connects people meaningfully to the kingdom of God. Proximity and ethnicity connect people meaningfully to the kingdom of God.

This is the first thing Jesus will deconstruct. Jesus has been going from village to village in the northern region of Galilee, teaching about the kingdom of God through parables. It's like a mustard seed. It's like finding a coin, etc. And as people hear him teach, it's easy to imagine that they're wondering, well, what is the kingdom going to look like? How is it going to go from going from village to village, whipping up excitement about the Messiah being here in these little Galilean towns, to something big enough to overthrow the Roman occupation? How are we going to get there? This is what's on people's minds. And how does, when Jesus is teaching things like loving your neighbor, forgiving other people, repenting of your sins, giving towards the poor, learning from them, how do those sort of ethical demands in the New Covenant contribute to the expansion of the kingdom of God? This is sort of baffling because they're expecting something militaristic, something to overthrow the pagan Gentiles who are lording it over them.

This isn't what people expected. And so somebody, as Jesus is going along teaching, they raise the question, Lord, is it the case that only a few people are going to be saved? Like, are only a few people going to make it into this kingdom? And the problem with that question is that it's focusing on people's perceptions of what the kingdom of God is going to look like, and it's not focusing on the fundamentals, on the process of how to enter the kingdom. And so Jesus tells this parable to get their mind off of, what's it going to look like? Into, why don't you worry about how to get there first? And his parable is about a rich man who is throwing this banquet.

All are invited. Eventually, though, the door is going to be shut. And after the door is shut, those who are on the outside are going to be banging on the door, and they're going to be asking to be let into this banquet, and the reply is going to be, I don't know where you come from.

And then notice that their response to this is, well, you ate and you drank with us. We know you. We listened to you as you taught in our streets. And so in other words, they've opened up their homes to the ministry of Jesus. They've potentially eaten with him and drank with him. They've listened to him as he's been preaching.

But then it says that they're going to be cast out as evildoers and look on as Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and the prophets are all present at the banquet in the kingdom of God. This is a parable about the kingdom. For them, what this means is that being a Galilean Jew is a privilege, but that is not a guaranteed entrance into the kingdom.

They can't rely on being a Galilean Jew to enter the messianic kingdom. Hearing and dining with Jesus is a privilege, but hearing and dining with Jesus is not a guaranteed entrance into the kingdom of God. In other words, being Jesus' disciple adjacent is not the same as being a follower of Jesus.

And so similarly, we can't just set the kingdom of God to the side and say, I'll get to that in the future. Eventually, we'll look at that. Right now, I need to chase these personal dreams and aspirations, a certain vision of life.

And then eventually, once that stuff is settled, then I have time for following Jesus in the kingdom. Instead, our aspirations, our hopes, even our contentments, our longings, all these things need to be framed first by entry into the kingdom of God and following Jesus. And we can see the kingdom right now. 

This is one of the amazing things that comes out of this parable. The kingdom of heaven is not something far out there eventually that will come. It is something that we can participate in right now.  So the kingdom of God is in your midst. This is what Jesus comes to bring. And every day, the everyday stuff of life then becomes an invitation to participate in the kingdom or to run from the kingdom, no matter how small or significant.

And so I do want to do a quick aside here because of my own background and I would imagine some people in the room too. If you've grown up in certain evangelical circles, you would probably think of the kingdom of God in terms of a future heaven or hell, right? And so if you're thinking that, you're hearing that, then this can sound scary because it's like, well, does that mean that I have to do a lot of good things in order to get to heaven? And that's not what Jesus is addressing. He's not talking about the kingdom in terms of a future heaven and future hell here.

The kingdom of God, as he's presenting it, is this present reality. The kingdom of God is here. It's now.

It was inaugurated at his baptism and it will be made certain in his resurrection. And so, you know, I can affirm and actually I should say there what he's getting at in this parable is the urgency with which we pursue the kingdom. The urgency.

It's not something we put off till later and I would say that whenever we read parables, we always have to be careful not to try and make a one-to-one correspondence with every single detail of the parable. There's a main thrust of the parable and in this parable, it's the urgency by which you see the everyday stuff as the materials of the kingdom of God. So I can affirm Jesus's words when he says, strive to enter through the narrow gate.

And he's not suggesting that your moral and your ethical actions are the determining factors of whether you are in or out with regards to eternal fellowship with God or eternal separation from God. Instead, the kingdom of God, especially when we're in the Gospels. Again, the Jews then are thinking of heaven as God's domain, earth as human domain, but God's domain can overlap and intersect with the human's domain.

This is why we can pray, Lord may your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven, not will be in heaven. And so, strive to enter the narrow gate. And instead, we're thinking of the kingdom of God here as a new creation reality that Jesus inaugurated at his baptism and then he brings to reality, realizes it in his resurrection and his ascension where he reigns as king. 

And so, we await for the fullness of that to come again. There's a word for that they use in CGS a lot called parousia. And we await the fullness of Jesus coming back to bring the full reality of the kingdom.

But the reality is that the kingdom is present now and we get to see glimpses of it in this earthly life. And so, Jesus's parable might be framed in really extreme terms and that's because it's a parable. And so, we've got to be careful not to limit the one-to-one correspondence to each aspect of the parable.

The main thrust is the urgency by which we are longing to see God's kingdom come in our world right now. His point is that today is the day to prepare your life to encounter God's presence. Today is the day, not tomorrow, not next month. Today is the day to prepare your heart to encounter Jesus's presence. To trust him and follow him as your Lord. And so, here's why I think entering the kingdom of God can be so difficult.

There's a couple of reasons and this isn't an exhaustive list. But it involves carving out time to ask for God's help. To realize that we're actually dependent on God's help. It involves cultivating rhythms of recognizing the little moments of the everyday stuff of life. To bless God for the things that he brings. To bless him for his presence among us.

To bless the good desires of other people, even when they're ugly towards us. It involves blessing our own good desires, even when we find something disordered in our own heart and in our own life. So, it's not enough to just know a bunch about Jesus.

That would be to be Jesus follower adjacent. It's not enough to just know a bunch of things about Jesus. We have to respond with trust in Jesus.

And it's really hard work to trust that Jesus is Lord and that I'm not. That's hard work. And to accept his love and grace. To be transformed by it. To humbly seek to repent of the things that have gone wrong. And to actually expect that God will show up with mercy and grace.

Because I'd rather beat myself up over it and take that into my own hands. To reflect on the goodness of the kingdom. These are good things and they're really hard things. Because it involves Jesus being Lord and not me. And so, it's way more than just a future heaven or hell. This is learning to trust in Jesus right now.

And to practice the fundamentals of the kingdom. Don't worry about how many are going to be there. What shape it's going to look like. What oppositional powers are going to be overthrown. Focus on the fundamentals right now.

Jews and Gentiles will comprise the banquet

So, Jesus has deconstructed this idea that proximity and ethnicity are meaningfully connecting people to the kingdom of God.

Now, he's going to open their hearts and their minds to how great the kingdom of God will be. Because it's often more than we can imagine. Those who heard Jesus thought that the kingdom was just for the Jews.

As the children of Abraham. We had read this passage of the promise to Abraham this morning. And this is how they're interpreting the kingdom through that grid of Genesis 15.

And even within that group of Jews who will enter the kingdom, they're expecting a subgroup. Which the Old Testament prophets would call the remnant leader. So, they're wondering how big this remnant is going to be.

And in the parable, it's interesting, Jesus says, actually as those who are outside the door and are knocking, the reality is there will be people coming into this final banquet who come from the north, the south, the east, and the west. And this is the prefiguring of God bringing in all kinds of peoples and nations into the people of God. To make them a holy nation. 

A kingdom of priests to serve the Lord. And so, the kingdom of God starts really small in the earthly ministry of Jesus. He's just going from village to village.

Telling people about the kingdom of God in these little towns in Galilee. But, there's an overarching picture. As people's hearts are turned towards Jesus, as Lord, as they're doing the hard work of repentance, God is saving a people from every tongue, tribe, and nation to the ends of the earth.

One household, one village at a time. And so, each one of us in our neighborhoods, in our households, our workplaces, the cities in which we live, we're all called to be these outposts of the kingdom of God in this life. Where we are just sojourning together as pilgrims, making our way home to the presence of the Lord.

The kingdom of God doesn't move forward through billboards, through Bible tracts, through political posturing, or social media platforms. Although God can use the worst kinds of missionaries. It becomes realized in our lives first. And then, as we seek to live this life in dependence on God, under the Lordship of Christ, that is what makes Jesus's Lordship compelling to other people. It's like the collect today that we prayed. “Lord, you know that we have no power in ourselves to help ourselves. Keep us both outwardly in our bodies and inwardly in our souls.” We are in need of God's help. We are dependent on the God who loves us.

And as the grace of God comes to you, and God's presence as your good shepherd and loving King comes to you and transforms your heart in the daily work of repentance and transformation, then in relationships, and as we learn to love God in community, we join more deeply in the loving life of our Creator. And then, as that happens, these are the fundamentals, as that happens, people are compelled by the goodness, the truth, and the beauty of the kingdom of God, so that the gospel becomes good news. Because it needs to be transformative first in the lives of those who are proclaiming this good news that Jesus is King.

And so, the kingdom of God, it moves one life at a time, one household at a time, and then you and I are part of that larger story that God is telling and will be telling of bringing people in from the north, the south, the east, and the west. But it's not by major movements, it is one life at a time, one household at a time, one neighborhood at a time.

Jesus’ road to Jerusalem is the roadmap for how to enter this banquet.

So, Jesus has first deconstructed the idea that proximity and ethnicity meaningfully connect people to the kingdom of God, and now he's filling their imaginations for the greatness of the kingdom and what it will be in a way that is surprising to them.

And then finally, in our passage today, Jesus is going to connect his death in Jerusalem to being the means by which one attains the kingdom of God. And this is where we leave the parable. We get into something else here.

There are some concerned Pharisees who come to Jesus while he's preaching in Galilee, and they give him this news that Herod Antipas wants to kill him. Herod would rather silence any political uprising or threat of instability than to come with curiosity to find out what Jesus is about. And so this sets up a clash between the kingdom of God and his Messiah and the kingdoms of the earth, which is here mitigated through a Roman puppet, Herod, as he is keeping several of the Jewish leaders in his back pocket to make sure that he's procuring peace through violence and power.

And so this isn't going to be the way of Jesus, as these two kingdoms are set against one another. And Jesus's comment is incredibly ironic. He tells the Pharisees, don't worry about it, because of something that you should know.

You know, he says, I can't be killed outside Jerusalem, as you should know, which is, again, in their minds, Jerusalem is the center of political and religious power, because Jerusalem is the place where prophets are killed. Jerusalem is the place where prophets are killed. It's incredibly ironic.

And what's interesting, then, is this frames the growth of the kingdom. The kingdom of God grows not by circumventing the suffering, but going straight into it. There is a meaningful suffering that he will go through on behalf of all those who will follow God's kingdom.

And this is the way of the kingdom that he's setting an example of. And we're called to victory by the same means. Jesus isn't going to rule an earthly kingdom through violence like Herod.

He's going to conquer and have victory over death itself by means of the cross. And so he sets us an example to follow that any growth we can talk about in the kingdom is done by this means, not by the means of people like Herod. So we take up our cross daily, and we follow Jesus.

And those who will lose their life for the sake of the gospel will discover the true life of the kingdom of God, life in God's presence. Those who, like our New Testament passage this morning was talking about, allow their appetites and lusts for power, their aspirations to guide their life, and never discover life in the kingdom of God. And so this Lent, this is an invitation to do the hard work of seeking the kingdom first and foremost.

This means recognizing and discerning what bits of our networking or our aspirations, our strategizing, come from worldly appetites or lusts for power versus a desire to discover the goodness and love of Jesus as Lord, and as Lord over the lives of others in his goodness. It requires examining how you and I spend our time throughout the week, looking at our calendars with intention, examining how we spend our time, examining how we spend our money and give of our resources. Are we in constant survival mode, or is there intention, thoughtfulness with the ability to edit the things that won't facilitate rhythms of God's presence.

Lent is an invitation. It's not a condemnation, so don't hear me say this is a condemnation, but it's an invitation to ask God for his help, because without God's help, I should say, we were reminded in the collect, we need God's help, and so it's good to start by asking for God's help to do these things. This season invites us into a prayerful intentionality with how we pursue God with the everyday stuff of life in his kingdom, and so today is the day, as the parable says, not tomorrow, not next week, sometime later in life.

Conclusion

Today is the day to follow Jesus and to ask for his help in discovering the kingdom of God where new life begins, and the everyday stuff that you put your hands to, that you put your mind to. It's more difficult than we would like to think to follow Jesus and to accept his lordship and not my own, and it encompasses far more than we would imagine, but following Jesus fills our everyday moments with the goodness and the purposes of the kingdom of God, and it invites the interweaving of our stories with the story of the redeemed people of God that God's been telling from this promise of Abraham that we read to now, and so this Lent, let's recognize and discern the disordered aspirations that we have, or attachments, or appetites, and learn to no longer be led by them. Let's carve out time to cultivate rhythms where we're seeking God's presence in our everyday stuff, where we can learn and join with God and discover his presence where he is Lord in all of these things, and then discover the goodness of God's love in our new life in him one moment at a time.

Let me pray for us. “Go before us, O Lord, in all of our doings, with your most gracious favor, and further us with your continual help, that in all our works begun, continued, and ended in you, we may glorify your holy name, and finally, through your mercy, obtain everlasting life, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.”

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the author.

Ash Wednesday: Eliminating Self-Deception and Prioritizing the Kingdom

Transcription

 Well, good evening again everybody. Thank you so much for being here tonight. Thank you for making the drive. I know the weather was a little challenging and a lot of you are coming from work, so thank you for making time to begin Lent together with your church community.

I'm the vicar here at Corpus Christi Anglican Church, and this is a season that reorients our priorities to the priorities of the kingdom of God. Lent is a season that helps us peel off all the layers of self-deception that we have started to build over time, to do the hard work of naming the truth and then asking for God's help and mercy because he's more ready to give that to us than we are to ask for it. And so as we consider getting our priorities straight, I want to look at three parts of this passage. 

First, keeping good rhythms. Second, be honest about where self-deception lies. And third, framing your earthly life in light of the life of God's kingdom. And so as we look at this passage, Matthew chapter 6 tonight, let me pray for us. In the name of God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen.

 Lord, may the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be always acceptable in your sight, O Lord, my rock and my Redeemer. Amen.

Keep Good Rhythms

Well first, keep good rhythms. Keep good rhythms. In the passage today, Jesus mentions almsgiving, fasting, and prayer. And it's assumed that these pious Jews, his followers, are going to have these rhythms.

He's not exhorting them to start doing them as though they're not. They are already doing them, having these rhythms of almsgiving, fasting, and prayer. These are the rhythms that recalibrate God's people to God's covenant faithfulness when God is their king.

So giving towards the plight of the poor is an invitation to the justice of God's kingdom where the wrongs are going to be made right. And that's what we're giving towards as we give to the Lord. Prayer is this invitation to commune with the God of heaven, to get clarity on what his love is and what his will looks like, so that as we pray every day, his will might be perfectly done on earth as it is in heaven.

And then fasting is this invitation to depend on our Creator. It doesn't always mean food, but for them it often did. For us it often does. And it's this invitation to depend on our good Creator to examine all the ways that our appetites, our wills, and desires lead us and guide us rather than the God who loves us. And so the church, even in the earliest centuries, continues these habits in the new covenant where Jesus is king to recalibrate life to what it looks like to return to the covenant where we live under the kingship of our Lord Jesus. And so when we fast, pray, and give alms, we're invited into dependence, justice, and love that frames our earthly life in light of heaven.

And if you haven't realized this yet, you will, that living in northern Virginia can feel frenetic. Yes, I know that's surprising. And sprints are fine. 

If you do a 50-yard dash, it might be doable. But you can't sustain that pace for years and for decades. And so Lent invites us, helpfully, to just stop and slow down, cultivate rhythms that are this wholly upsetting of our sprinting pace.

Changing your evening routine, maybe waking up earlier, how you do a meal, perhaps intentionally skipping a meal for the sake of prayer, changing a diet like going vegan, carving out part of your budget to support God's work in your neighborhood or in the church or around the world, using prayer tools like the examine or other prayer tools. All of these things contribute in new ways to a wholly unsettling to push us off our frenetic pace, to disorient us so that we're reoriented to the kingdom of God where Jesus is Lord. Lent is a wholly unsettling, so we need to keep good rhythms.

Be honest about self-deception

Second, we need to be honest about where self-deception has filled our hearts. Jesus had warned his followers about the motives that they were doing for prayer and for almsgiving and fasting. And it's not wrong to be noticed by others.

It's not like if you see somebody with a cross of ash on their forehead during the day that they're somehow disobeying Jesus. It's about motivation. What is the aim and the goal of practicing piety before the Lord and the outward actions that are associated with that? Wanting to be noticed fuels self-deception.

If you're wanting to be noticed for how holy you are, you are fueling self-deception. It reminds me of gardening because we were doing some gardening yesterday, and there are a lot of plants that I've tried to plant along our fence, and they all die. Even ones I thought would do just fine, like thyme, have died along our fence.

And now what's happening that is killing those plants? It's Virginia clay, my arch-nemesis. And so, besides English ivy, that's my other arch-nemesis. So I have two arch-nemeses, but Virginia clay. So unless I spend some time amending the soil, you know, what's underneath the surface is going to continue to kill whatever I put there. Doesn't matter how nice that plant is, it's eventually going to die. We don't want to have the kind of spirituality that signals our piety to other people, but what it's actually doing is fostering a kind of death inside of us in our interior life.

And so what have we allowed to calcify in our inner life that needs to be broken up and amended? I can't answer that question for you. It's a question to ponder during Lent. What have we allowed to calcify in our inner life that needs to be broken up and amended? Have we begun to believe false narratives that we've created about other people, about ourselves, about God? Are we making decisions, communicating out of a place of fear, allowing our external circumstances to guide our decisions? But we need to let our prayers, each of our gifts, each thing that we give up or take on in this season with new rhythms, each of those things is contributing to the breaking up of the hard soil of our inner life.

And so we do these things all with intention to break up what is hard underneath. And so don't be afraid to look undone before other people. This is a season to remind each other that you are a mess. I mean, we are a mess. All of us are a mess. We are like that unfinished wall that is sitting there that is completely undone. That is all of us. We are a mess. This is a season to acknowledge it, embrace it, and give comfort to one another that it is okay to be a mess together in community.

Acknowledging our mess in community is actually the beginning of rightly ordering your interior life under the rule and the reign of King Jesus, who, as I said, and as the colic says, he is more ready to hear than we are to pray. And I love that collect.

Adopting Kingdom Priorities

So we looked at keeping good rhythms. We looked at eliminating self-deception. Finally, let's look at adopting kingdom priorities. Jesus ends this passage with this reminder that where your treasure is, that's where your heart's going to be also.

Heaven is God's realm. So heaven's God's realm where he abides and where his will is done perfectly. It's not something ethereal out there.

It's an alternate sphere that overlaps and interlocks with the age that we're in now. The age to come, the age we're in now, heaven and earth overlap and interlock. And that's important because what that means is that there's the possibility that we get glimpses of heaven in our day in and day out experience right now.

And it's not all something just to be looked forward to in eternity. And that's important because Jesus, what he does in his earthly life and in his death and resurrection and in his ascension on high, is he breaks into this age into the realm of the earth with the realm of heaven. And we see heaven meeting earth in the person of Jesus.

And so in Lent we make extra space to ask God to break into our realm again. And then to give us glimpses of what things will ultimately be when Christ is in all and over all and all things are in him. And so it's not an invitation to be so heavenly minded that you're of no earthly good.

Let me say that again. This is not an invitation to be so heavenly minded that you're of no earthly good. Instead, it's an invitation to prioritize your earthly life around God's priorities. 

We learn to love our enemies even when we publicly or privately disagree with them so that we learn God's love for them and for us. And so that ultimately they learn it as well. We abide with Christ.

We endure disappointments. We endure unmet expectations and sufferings not as things that are distracting us or taking us away from the will of God, but as those things that are, in accepting them, they are meaningfully part of God's forming us into the image of Christ. And so we take, we make time and we allot our resources to love and serve those who are the least, the lost, the forgotten, because in God's kingdom those are the ones to be honored as divine image bearers.

And this is the reality of heaven breaking into earth. Prioritizing God's kingdom has ethical implications both personally and publicly, and we don't do things to be seen by other people because we want God to break in through our layers of self-deception and to form us into the image of his Son. So in conclusion, this passage has three important points. 

Keep good rhythms. Break through the hardened layers of self-deception and adopt God's kingdom priorities. This is the invitation of Lent, to keep good rhythms.

Break through self-deception and adopt God's kingdom priorities. And so tonight you're gonna receive a bit of ash on your forehead, and it's in the shape of a cross, the Lord being our helper. I'll do my best.

The ash reminds us that each of us one day will die, which is really hard to think about. The reality is like in our culture they have built habits to avoid remembering death, and so Ash Wednesday cuts through the culture's self-deception to remind us to make things right with God and right with others as there is still time. And the shape of the cross reminds us that there is hope for us, that Christ has defeated death, and that God loves the dust that we are.

God hates nothing that he has made, as our collect says tonight, but God longs for our forgiveness, and he longs to grant us his mercy. And so tonight invites us into a whole season of repentance and renewal as we start to break up that hard soil and begin to rightly order our interior life once again.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the author.

Transfiguration: A Vision of the Glory of Jesus for the Valley of Demons to Come

Transcription

 Well, good morning again everybody. It is good to see you. I'm Father Morgan Reed. I'm the vicar here at Corpus Christi Anglican Church. If you haven't heard the term vicar before, it's because we Anglicans have great terms for things. And so I am like the equivalent of a senior pastor of a mission church that's still in formation. And as we are growing, those titles change, but that's what they call me in the Anglican world.

It is great to be with you this morning. And this, as I mentioned before, is the final Sunday of the season of Epiphany, where we focus, as a whole season, on the glory of Jesus Christ, this loving rule and dominion of God that is over all the nations, that comes through the person and work of Jesus Christ as our King. And today, this Sunday, focuses our attention specifically on the glory of Jesus in the transfiguration of our Lord on the mountain.

We don't know which mountain, perhaps Mount Tabor, but we don't exactly know which mountain it was. Up to this point, Jesus' disciples, they've been receiving bits and pieces of information and seeing glimpses of something of the kingdom of God. They've been hearing about it from Jesus, and now they're putting it together.

And this moment is putting it together in a way that's going to prepare them for the valley that Jesus is about to enter, and the valleys that they themselves are about to enter. It's interesting that in the Gospels where this story is recorded, each gospel writer always follows up this story with the boy who is possessed by a demon that only Jesus can heal. And so, you know, it's helpful for them.

The glory of the transfiguration is preparing them for a valley of demons that they're about to face. It's preparing them and preparing Jesus in some ways for the valley that he's about to enter into as he goes down to Jerusalem, the place where he'll be crucified. And so you can see as we end the Epiphany season why this focus is so helpful to bookend the glory of God in the season of Epiphany, but then to begin our time of Lent together this week. 

And like Jesus's disciples, you and I are putting the pieces together slowly. We are often vacillating somewhere in between incredible, meaningful encounters with the God who loves us, the joy of sitting in his presence, and moments of failure, panic, disappointment, and feeling like God is woefully distant. Somewhere in between there on any given day we are vacillating, right? And so we don't often understand those things that Jesus is preparing us for in those moments between the radiant glory of God and the valley of demons.

But the best posture to adopt as we vacillate between those things is a posture of listening to the Son. Listening to the Son of God. As we open ourselves up to what God is doing in his kingdom work, and as we focus on the glory of God here in the Transfiguration, there are three things that I want to think about this morning.

First, Jesus prepares us for what we will face. He does. Jesus will prepare us for what we will face. Second, Jesus is present on the mountain, but He's also present in the valley. Jesus is present on the mountain. He's also present in the valley. And third, God invites us to listen. Those are the three things I want to think about this morning.

 Jesus prepares us for what we will face

So let's look at how Jesus prepares us for what we're going to face. Jesus takes his disciples up to a mountain to pray. This is something they do a lot. And while Jesus is praying, something not common happens. Jesus's appearance, the appearance of his face changes into something other. His clothes become dazzling white, and then two men appear with Jesus, Moses and Elijah.

Why Moses and Elijah? We aren't 100% sure, but perhaps it's something to the effect that as prophets in the Old Testament, Moses shows us something of the prophetic office that Jesus is going to come to occupy. And Elijah is, as a prophet, a portrayal of Israel's hope in the future, in the Eschaton. And so Jesus is talking with those who he is going to fulfill their ministries, both looking backwards and looking forwards.

And so the disciples get to hear this dialogue. They're kind of like in and out. They're really tired. They're not totally asleep, but they come to be alert when this happens. They see Jesus with these two prophets, and in this dialogue that's happening, Moses and Elijah are speaking to Jesus about his departure that he's about to accomplish at Jerusalem. And that word departure is really important.

This doesn't come across in English, but if you're reading it in Greek, the term that they're using is ἐξοδόν. Does that sound like something? “Exodus”. Yes, exactly. It's a very loaded term. And so in this passage, those who are listening would have totally been conjuring up images of Israel's exodus in the past, and looking forward to the deliverance in the end, where the kingdom of God is fully established. And so the disciples, as they're listening, images of the exodus of God's people are being conjured up in their minds.

And I think New Testament scholars are right to point out, some will say that it's not just Jesus's death, but this is actually truncating the entirety of his salvific ministry. His death, his resurrection, his ascension on high where he reigns as king, and his coming again, which in Catechesis of the Good Shepherd, they like to throw around the term παρουσία quite a bit. That's his coming again to establish all things in the fullness of God's glory where Jesus reigns as king.

All of that together is the exodus that we're talking about. This is the departure that's about to begin at Jerusalem and be fulfilled in his coming again. And so up to this point, if you think of what the disciples have been going through, they've been hearing bits and pieces about the kingdom of God through all these enigmatic parables that Jesus has been teaching. He's mentioned his death in somewhat veiled terms, it seems to confuse them, and he's said these elusive commandments to take up your cross and follow me. Well, what does that mean? He hasn't yet been crucified. They're putting the pieces together without the full picture.

And so these are all pieces of the larger picture of God's kingdom story that they'll come to understand, but they definitely don't yet. Jesus here is giving them this sufficient glimpse of the plan of God's kingdom that will sustain them in those moments where things just don't go according to plan. Like, Jesus, I did not think this was how your kingdom was going to come.

Is your kingdom even coming? Whatever those moments are, this glimpse is supposed to sustain them when those things that don't fit in the plan will happen to them, which they will. And so Jesus, you know, when tragedy strikes and things don't turn out the ways that they thought they would, they need this vision. When they watch their Lord being crucified, this moment of glory on the mountain was meant to remind them that that tragedy of their crucified Messiah is actually part of a cosmic exodus from the kingdom of darkness, where we're all enslaved to the powers of sin and death, to the kingdom of darkness, that this cosmic exodus of God is being brought about through this crucified Messiah.

And God often gives us glimpses of the story that he's telling, if we would pay attention to them. But it does take work to recall those stories in your life. I remember a particularly challenging season in my own story, where I was wondering, as a clergy person, have I made the right decision? I'm sure other pastors have thought that at times. I'm sure maybe in your work you've thought, have I really made the right decision? And in my story, it was there was people, not at this church, none of you, there were people that were making my life really challenging, and it was really hard to the point where I thought, maybe I've just chosen the wrong thing. I should go back to Starbucks. And maybe, but you know, maybe you've had similar doubts in the course of your work, too.

These hardships. And in those moments, what I did was I looked back and I asked, God, where are the sort of mountaintop glory experiences that I can look at where I actually knew you were present? I hang on to those moments and recount them of where was God present that led me up to this point? Because I didn't do this on my own. I didn't just like will myself into this.

Quite frankly, the church wouldn't have okayed my ordination had I done that. But the thing is, I needed those moments to look back on and go, if God has been present before, I know he's still present right now, even if I'm not in the same state of joy that I was in those moments. That was a season of the Valley of Demons for me, and I know that several of you have gone through your own seasons of the Valley of Demons, and perhaps you're in one at the moment. 

And so in those times, it's really important to remember the glory of God, keep a short list of the experiences where you know God has been close. Because there are moments where God is present, but his closeness and his presence may not feel tangible.

Jesus is present on the mountain, but He's also present in the valley

And so we've looked at how these moments of glory, they're preparatory. They're preparing us for a season of the Valley of Demons, for what's coming. And then second, I want to look at that Jesus is present, whether it's in the dazzling white clothing on the top of the mountain, or it's in the Valley of shrieking Demons. Whether you're here or here, Jesus is present.

It's that long obedience to Jesus through the ups and the downs that the redemptive story of God is being shown. And so these high moments prepare us for the low moments, but it's in looking back on those highs and lows that we piece together the story of the kingdom of God that he's telling in our story. And so we might be tempted to think that when we have arrived up here, that we've hit all that there is.

Like, I've arrived. Whether we're in the high or the low, Jesus is present. And so we need to hold on to those moments as preparatory.

We think often, like, I remember hearing as people were doing their Bible studies, you know, I had a really great time with the Lord this morning, and that's awesome, but not every day is like that, right? Or I came to worship and I didn't get anything out of it today, right? But the reality is there are highs, there are lows, and it's in this long obedience between the highs and the lows that we piece together the story of God's redemption. And even when there are lows where we don't feel his presence, we know he is there, and these things, these rhythms, are feeding us despite the fact that we may not feel his presence so closely. So we get to the text, and just as Elijah and Moses were about to leave, Peter says, “Master, it is good for us to be here. Let's make three dwellings, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” And then it says, “…Not knowing what he had said.” Like, imagine, he didn't know what he was really saying in that moment.

And so Peter was asking them to celebrate a Jewish festival, the Feast of Booths. And the Feast of Booths celebrates God's redemption of Israel, bringing them out of Egypt in the Exodus, and it anticipates God's ultimate deliverance of his people. Peter recognized that that was a significant moment that they were in, and, you know, he didn't know the significance of the moment that he was in.

Maybe he wanted to prolong that moment to get more information about the kingdom of God. Maybe he thought, it's about to come now, right? You can imagine having a crucified Messiah is not in their plans. And so you can imagine, if you see Moses and Elijah talking with Jesus, and he looks very different, you think, this is the time, I'm ready, you know.

And so we should celebrate the Feast of Booths. I'm not sure what that would accomplish. I'm not sure he knew what that would accomplish. But he didn't know what else to say in that moment. He's just overtaken with the glory that he is seeing. But he doesn't know what he's asking for.

And so experiencing that moment of the radiance of the glory of God was preparation for all the things that Peter was about to go into, into the future encounters with the kingdom of darkness, in ways that he had no clue about. And again, I find comfort there, because we we can prop up moments of joy like that, moments where we know God is so present as somehow being the standard for how life should always be. It is so easy to go there, or to say, I'm not healthy spiritually unless I am there.

And you know, so again, you might wonder if as I'm reading the scripture, doing the daily office, you know, if I'm not feeling anything, am I doing this right? Is there something wrong with me? But again, of all the days that Jesus went to pray, we only have one transfiguration recorded. And so I find comfort in that, that our habits of prayer, our habits of being in community, being formed in community, when you don't feel it, being carried along by the community, and hoping somebody else is feeling something that day, whatever state you're in, these are all formative and feeding us, even when they're not memorable, right? There's an analogy that comes from a couple authors about food. I can't, I have a bad memory anyways, but I can't tell you more than ten meals I've had, probably, because they were memorable, but I needed all those meals to feed me.

And so worship functions like this. Even in the unmemorable times of worship, I am being fed, and I may only remember ten of those, right? Or something like that, but I need them all to feed my soul. And so we should thank God for those deep moments where God's presence and abiding in God's presence are filled with this consolation of Jesus's good presence being so real to us.

And don't worry when he's not. You can take comfort that sometimes you're in those moments where he is present, but his presence is sometimes more difficult to experience. And those moments where he has been really present are a preparation for those moments where he doesn't feel present.

And so name those moments, write them down, keep them close, that he feels so real. And then sometimes name those moments where he doesn't feel like he's really present. Because as you piece those things together, you're starting to piece together the story of redemption that God's telling in your life.

God invites us to listen to his son

So we looked at how he prepares us for the things we're gonna face. We've seen that Jesus is present, whether it's on the dazzling, in dazzling clothes on the mountain or in the valley of shrieking demons. And finally, as we live out life in the kingdom of God, God invites us to listen to his son. 

I'm not good at listening, so this was really helpful for me. After Peter utters his saying, there's a cloud that overshadows them. This is something like the theophany that we talked about where Moses's face is shining, the cloud of God, the Shekinah, the glory of God, overshadowing the people and bringing them out of the wilderness.

This cloud that reminds them of something of the Exodus, overshadows them and says this is my son, my chosen one, listen to him. If you remember back to January 8th, at the beginning of our Epiphany season, I preached on the baptism of the Lord that day. It's the day where we celebrate his baptism and that really kicks off our Epiphany season.

And now this language that was at his baptism of my son, my chosen, brings together two really important passages. Psalm 2, which is kingly coronation language, and Isaiah 42, which is the chosen servant, and the songs of Isaiah are being brought together in the person of Jesus. So the one who will redeem Israel, the one who will bring them out, the one who will be king over all, is brought together in Jesus at his baptism, and bookending our Epiphany season is brought together here at the Transfiguration.

And so Epiphany is bookended by those important statements. The heavenly voice tells us about Jesus's kingship over all things, that as the beginning of his ministry, again to remind the disciples of that same truth that Jesus is Lord, he's king, they're going to need to know this as he goes down into the valley. He's the one who's going to bring redemption to Israel.

He's the one that's going to carry out the fullness of God's kingdom and justice, and reign over all nations, and overthrow the kingdom of sin and death. And that the crucifixion is not a deterrent from that plan, but actually part of it. And so very importantly, this voice from heaven says, listen to him.

And as a result of that, it says they kept silent, and they didn't tell anybody what they'd seen until a lot later. And at some point, they will come to talk about it, since it's written in the Gospels, but they needed to know that they could listen to Jesus and trust him as king, because the thing that was going to happen next did not look like they expected it to happen. This was not supposed to be God's plan for the Messiah, that he would be crucified by, you know, pagan powers in the city of Jerusalem.

This was not part of our plan, and they needed to be able to trust him. And so Jesus continually disappoints his disciples with unmet expectations about what God's kingdom is going to look like, as they move from the Mount of Transfiguration on Mount Tabor to the crucifixion at the hill of Golgotha. Somewhere between those two mountains, they're going to experience a lot of disappointment.

And they need to know that Jesus says, and what he does will guide them for continuing the work of the kingdom of God. When Jesus rises from the dead, they'll begin to tease out and connect these dots of the revelation on the mountain with the rest of his ministry. But between these two mountains, between Mount Tabor and the hill of Golgotha, they really are at God's mercy in their unmet expectations, and having to listen to the voice of the Son.

And so it's a good reminder that you and I, we are all in these moments where we vacillate between being on the mountain, where Jesus feels so good, so present, so powerful, to moments where we wonder if we've messed things up beyond Jesus's ability to fix them. If we're being punished for something outside of the boundaries of God's love. Like, I have messed up so bad that not even God could love me.

Just feeling like we're stuck, like there's nothing that's going to budge in our lives, and we can't understand why God doesn't seem to answer our prayers, or why his presence feels so far from us. Somewhere in between those two things, we're often going back and forth. And so whatever he's bringing us through, this command is to us as well.

Listen to the Son. He's trustworthy. He knows what he's doing. He gives us the moments of glory as preparation for the moments where his glory is hidden. Begin to name those things that hurt to God. Tell him what hurts, so that our hearts are open to healing, rather than closed off in a defensive posture.

We need to look for the face of Christ in other people. Yes, when they bring us joy, but also when they drive us crazy, and even when they offend us. We need to discover the face of Jesus in them. We can go on a walk, and we can look at the kind gestures of God in the world around us. That's often my help. I love in the spring to just watch the plants grow on the mountainside and the creek to flow, and to know that I had nothing to do with it.

It's really helpful. The specifics of what you do to listen to the Son are sort of secondary. Keep the daily office.

Keep your prayer rhythms. We're going to talk about fasting, almsgiving, and prayer during Lent. These are all good rhythms. But the main thing is that we're moving towards the love of God. And we're moving towards loving what God loves in whatever we are doing. That's listening to the Son.

We don't pursue the kingdom through military might or worshiping power. We experience the lordship of Jesus and the kingdom of God by just stopping, breathing, and listening to the voice of Jesus. And so rather than doing what I would normally do and ending my sermon with more words, what I want to do today is have almost two minutes of silence, which is going to feel a little awkward.

And that's okay. And in those two minutes of silence, I want to invite you to pray about two questions. Jesus, where are you today? So sort of in that question, think back on the day, on the week.

Where is Jesus present? Even in those moments where you may not have felt present. And then, Jesus, what are you saying today? Jesus, where are you today? Jesus, what are you saying today? So I invite you, in the next two minutes, let's just be silent. Jesus, where are you today? Jesus, what are you saying today? And I'll conclude us with an amen.

 [Silence]

Amen.

 Transcribed by TurboScribe.ai. Edited by the author.